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K A I R A

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K A I R A

“hey guys !” I cheered as I spotted my friends who were basically grinding against two men.

This girls would never change. It was weekend and no one of us were having any work so we decided let's just drop in bar and enjoy. But little did I knew the both bitches gonna end up sleeping with the boys. Offcourse, they did it like everytime we visit a bar.

I just take some drink and drive back to home. Or my apartment, I must add. I loved to live alone. My parents were pain in ass. It wasn't like they are bad or abusive ,nope. They were just over protective.

I was a mechanical engineer. When I say people 'I am a mechanical engineer' they either laugh at me or judge but who gives a damn, anyways.

“Hey girl why so late, huh ?” my friend, Armita asked. “Well guess what? I was just about to leave when dad suddenly called. And you know how protective he is over his daughter.” I lied. The truth was, I fell asleep and woke up late.

“Here, help yourself !” I gulped down the shot that my another friend passed me. Damn, it's taste was wierd. “It was different.” I cringed. “Yup. You need to try different alcohols other than the poor one. And fuck girl you're 23 and still virgin. Today, you anyhow gonna end with someone.” I felt disgust.

Sleeping with other man. Nope. Not gonna happen. I wanted to stay virgin until I get a perfect one. You know , something special for someone special. Hehe..!

Taking some more drinks, I walked to the dance floor. I was completely drunk. “Wooh..NICE MUSIC.” I yelled in high pitch. I laughed and danced more wildly.

A hand landed on my back. I turned and found a man. I wrapped my arms around his neck as soon as he encircled his arms around me. He was devilish handsome. He pulled me closer suddenly giving butterflies.

“Woo..did you feel it ?” I questioned him. “Feel what ?” his deep husky voice send me shiver. “Butterflies.” I whispered. He smirked,“hmph ! Yuuuppp !” he slurred. He made his grip tighter which made me jerk near him. My chest touched his hard chest.

He nuzzled his face in my neck, inhaling my scent,“delighting,”

“Wanna enjoy with me ?” he suddenly asked. I nodded confusingly, not understand anything. My eyelids were flattering asking me to shut them. Slowly my vision started becoming blur then again perfect.

He guided me to somewhere. I was just dragging myself with closed eyes. Suddenly I was dropped on something soft.

The man hovered on top of me. I gasped looking into his eyes which were filled with lust. I tried to push him but he held my hands and pinned them either side of me. He attacked my neck, sending a wave of pleasure and disgust. Before I could protest he tore away his clothes and started playing with mine.

I was so drunk to realise all this were wrong. As I was feeling good , I let him do anything he wanted.

I groaned when the sharp ray of sunlight fell on my face. I pulled my comforter more up,“What the fuck ?” I murmured holding my head. I woke up, the comforter dropped making me realise....I was naked.

My world stopped there. I felt like I lost everything. M-My dignity. My virginity. I couldn't blame that man for everything, I was the one who let him do whatever he wanted.

I held my head in my hand. I was feeling shameful for everything. If dad got to know about it then I am dead.

My eyes wandered around, I found my purse and a bundle of 500 INRs lying beside it. I was feeling like a whore. All I wanted to do at that moment was, cry lying under shower. Which I was damn sure I was gonna do.

My phone rang. But I was so devasted that I decided to ignore it, utterly.

I silently wore my clothes. Then it hit me. “He must have left his number” I smiled. I searched the whole room but found nothing. How in movies they leave their numbers after their first night ?

My leg was paining like fuck. I wanted some good sleep I guess. Thankfully, it was a Sunday.

.

After that incident or accident probably, I informed everything to my friends but absolutely not to my parents. I doesn't have that much gut. Sorry.

Everything was going normal. My days went normal. Home to work and work to home. Suddenly after few weeks, my health became worst. Like lots of nausea, body ache, passing away and many more things. First I thought it was a normal food poison as I kept eating junks.

But then I realised I had missed my monthly cycles which pulled my mind directly to that night.

I bought a pregnancy test pack.

I followed every instructions given in the pack. After few minutes with woobling legs, I made my way to my bathroom. My trembling hands flied to my mouth after seeing the result. No No, how could it even possible ? Without doctor's words, I wasn't gonna approve.

Next day, I visited to a gynecologist. She suggested me for a test. She told she will send the sample for test. Unfortunately, the results came positive.

I was agitated.

I ran inside my appartment. I cried at my fate. 'How will I able to accept this baby ? And even if I does will this society and my parents going to accept it ? What if I kill this child ? What if someone try to kill it?' my mind was literally clouded by thousands of unanswered questions.

My carrier destroyed. I, myself ruined my life. What about my dreams of becoming a billionaire ? What about building my own company ?

Nope. Not at all. My dreams comes first. I could not ruin my life , I couldn't leave my dreams for some unknown bastard's child. Nah..!

I got up instantly. I padded to my kitchen. Opening a cabinet ,I picked the sharpest knife of my kitchen.

“I have to do this.”

~to be continued~

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Words : 1032
Published : 13 Jan 2022

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