My Sensei or the guy nextdoor (Kakashi)

Chapter 57

(The picture made me actually lol so i had to use it!)

*Lemon

"Let's both shower, I want you close to me" Kakashi said loud enough to be sure Genma would hear.

"Actually now that I think about it I'm sure (y/n) would feel safer if we were all in the same room like last time" Genma said appearing at the bottom of the stairs.

"She'll be fine" Kakashi said annoyed as he continued up the stairs.

"Agree to disagree like always" He chuckled as he followed up the stairs.

"Can you explain to him that you'll be fine without him?" Kakashi asked looking down at you in his arms.

"I actually think it would make me feel better though...... its just last time having you both there made me a lot less scared. I'm stronger now than I was before but having you both around would mean a lot" you explained unable to meet his gaze.

He didn't say anything in response just continued to carry you to the bedroom and into the bathroom. As he shut the door you could see Genma adjusting into a comfy position on the bed facing the door. Kakashi quickly undressed and adjusted the temp of the water as you stripped down. It was deathly quiet as you both showered, neither of you knowing how to start this inevitable conversation.

"If I ask you a question will you answer honestly?" Kakashi asked breaking the silence.

"Always" you said finally meeting his gaze.

"Do you love me?" he asked.

"Absolutely" you answered without hesitation.

"Do you love him?" he asked next.

"Yes, its different somehow but also the same" you said after taking a deep breath.

"What's this mean for us?" he questioned.

"I don't want anything to change between us, I love our dynamic and I love our family. What I'd like though is the opportunity to have you both, I know that's unfair of me. You just both bring different things to my life, each filling in a piece of me that was lost. I also know what you're thinking and your right we have tried this all once before and I'm the one who chose to stop it. I didn't stop it for myself though, I stopped the relationship because I didn't like what people were saying about the both of you. They made our love seem dirty, they made both of you seem weak and I didn't like that. They can talk about me all they want but its when it comes to you guys that I just wont stand for it." You explained.

"Wont they just talk about us again? What's different about this time?" he asked with a hint of annoyance.

"I'm sure they will, and nothing is different other than I'd like the chance to make up my mind for myself not based on others opinions." You said.

"What about my opinion?" he looked away as he asked, emotion clear on his face.

"Your opinion is the one that means the most to me, almost as much as my own. If you say you cant go through this again then I wont, if this will leave you heartbroken or unsure in us I'll drop it right now." You said trying to reassure him. As much as Genma meant to you, Kakashi was the one that made your heart beat faster, he is the one that set your world on fire and filled it with passion and wonderment.

"I just cant lose you....." he said in almost a whisper.

"And I cant lose you, my life was forever changed the day I met you. You've taught me so much and encouraged me along the way. Its thanks to you that I was even able to love again, it might have started out physical for us but its so much deeper than that now. Please trust me when I say that you are my forever" you reached up cupping his cheek in your palm.