you love men in pain ✔

feelings

I got into the car with Jace as he dropped me over to my house

The ride was filled with silence , which made me anxious into thinking if I did anything wrong or is it just that he doesn't feel like speaking?

He opens the car door for me like a gentleman and started heading to sit back inside his car to ride back to the place where he bought me from.

I -i can't, I need to talk to him, I don't even like him
Or do I?

but still I can't just stand there and watch him fucking go, I need him to talk to me until it's too late and he's gone for good?

I turn around and go back where his car was, H-he was still there?he didn't go?

I was standing there shocked, I broke the silence cause I can't take it anymore

I go over to his door and knock it twice, indicating him to lower the window down so that I can talk to him

He lowers his window.

"Yes ? What can I do for you 'Miss y/n' ?" I was shocked cause why'd he call me like that?

"Jace what's wrong ? why are you calling me like that?"

"Umh, well miss I'm calling that because you are my miss"

"Drop the fuckin act jace, it's getting really a-" i hold my words back because I didn't want him to get hurt? Cause i thought it would be too harsh to say that?or ..

"I don't know what you're talkin about Miss"

Damn him, he's making me angry but deep down inside, my hearts finding it cute.

I don't know his intentions, but what I do know is how to make him stop doing this annoying shit.

I pulled his head closer to mine and pecked him on his lips

Oh God why did I do that, I thought it'll help me in this situation
Well why would it help?

Instead it made things awkward I guess
Atleast for me it did
I don't know bout him.

I backed off from leaning on his window and walked back to my house in embarrassment.

"Y/n" he calls me as soon as I was gonna open the door

I stop and wait till he runs and comes over to me

He hugs me tightly

As his chest hitted my chest
It didn't hurt it was comforting? I guess

I got a hug after a long time, I wished if I could stand out there hugging him tightly into my grasp and just talk about our lives whole day long.

"Why didn't you say anything? "He said

"Say what?"

"I thought you'd get annoyed and scold me so that I can leave"

"Umh well why would I get annoyed? " (I did)

"I don't know but I just wanted you to scold me
But- instead you ki-"

"Shut the fuck up, Jace don't bring that up not rn" I said out of embarrassment

"Y/n, I liked it" he for sure knows how to make my heart fluster

"Umh now I am the one who doesn't know what you're talkin bout sir" i said while I covered my forehead with my hand in shame.

"Don't call me sir, you know it turns me on"

Bruh how could I forget it? Or I did know it but,I just want him to get turned- shut up y/n don't get horny not rn.

"Well leave that all aside , why did you call me?" Was I too rude while saying that?

"Y-y/n" his voice breaks but then he looks up facing to me confidently.

"Y/n I want you to know that I like you"

wait what ,did he just say that jsksksksk?

"And I know you like that black masked piece of shit" no he did not just say that? Did he? How could he think that ew. "And I won't ask you to be with me, but I want you to reject me in the way most cold hearted way you ever could" Why did he say that? It made my heart shatter into pieces.

I didn't like him but still it was heart breaking . Or I do like him, It's just I needed sometime to admit it.

"J-jace why would you want me to do that?"

"Well cause I already know, you're into my boss and I can't just make you fall in love with me forcefully when I already know That you're gonna break my heart, So I want you to break my heart, because once someone told me this. I don't know who but that person told.

'if you know she's already in love with someone else, and you can't help it but fall for her even more then you shall confess and let her reject you, atleast it'll ease the pain so that you can peacefully move on from them easily'.

And I think this would work , So y/n break my heart "

Who tf would tell him to assume something that's not true, why's he assuming shit?

I don't like that black masked man
Nooo I don't , I mean-
I'm not sure, But yeah 99% it's a no.

"Y/n" he snaps his finger at me .

" Okay so hear me up, I don't l-like that masked man guy so stop assuming that, and secondly I think I like you too"

Oh y/n tf did you do, the way you told that you like him it was fuckin lame.

Ew.

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I LITERALLY WROTE SOME NONSENSE SHIT WITH SOME SERIOUS CONVOS LMFAO.