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wound

I never thought my life would get any more complicated at this point of my life than it already was, I never really even deserved it at the first place and yet here I am. Standing infront of Jace speechless just like that one time when he ranted me a whole ass speech about how much he used me like me or he still does?

"I really would get back together with you even if my ego would meddle me to stop going back to you and I'd still wait for you." He seemed cautious while saying each and every word, so that it might not make him regret it later.

"What do you even want from me Jace? You're really making things seem so confusing right now" I understood , what he wanted from me. But, I wanted to here it from himself for once.

"I want to get back together with you, how is this part not clear to you?" He said it and I would have really stood there and talked to him but unfortunately i didn't seem to have anything to talk to about.

"I -i need to leave " I said as I turned around to leave.

"No, not this time. I won't let you go" he pulled me from my waist and hugged me while keeping his head between my neck. "You made this wound and I won't let you leave until you find a way to fix this wound. Even if it takes forever " he whispered.

"Then I guess, I know how to fix it " I know what I'm going to do next is literally something stupid. But I did.

I turned around as I slithered my hands slowly behind his neck " I love you" I said it , I fucking did. As I started kissing him slowly, not too fast and not too slow maintaining the flow while our heart beats synced together for eachother again.

I missed this, I never knew I needed him this much at this point of my life until I felt that I have a wound myself too, which could only be cured by Jace.

"You do?" He asked me to reassure whether he heard me right.

"Yes I do" He grabbed me in his arms, in bridal style and started walking.

"Jace, where are we even going?" I asked out of curiosity.

"We're going home y/n" home, where it all started.

I never knew that at the point of where I die, could be where I find someone I love genuinely. It was Jace and my void which was filled by him already had started healing up.

I felt so safe and comfortable in his arms as he picked me.

Now I was sure, for once in my entire life. That wherever he'd go no matter what I'd follow him.

He let me down from his arms, as he told me go and sit in the car while he bought something for me and when he returned he had my luggage.

Oh no, I completely forgot. Zac-

"Wear your seatbelt" he said a little concern In his voice.

He started driving , the silence and the boredom both were killing me. I decided to break it with my questions and the first one was " So, how did you hold up while I was gone?" I turned to see him where he had stopped the car just to answer me.

"I don't know what I did to be honest " I could clearly see he didn't do much , his beard had grown out and he had dark circles. He almost looked like a lost street man. "All I knew was, that you're gone and you're not coming back" he spaced out as he looked outside the car, he was watching the moon.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have been that selfish " I admitted .

He turned to face me now as he took his right hand and caressed his thumb over my cheek.

"Don't worry, now you're back " Yes, I am.

I smiled at him softly as he started the car again , in the next fifteen minutes we were there at our apartment.

I thought he would've had left it to move on but no he didn't, he stopped the car and parked it carefully and when he was done with that he came over to my side and unlocked my door just like a gentleman.

"Thank you " I said.

We were now in the lift and he was nervous, I could tell it by the way his hands were shaking. I kept my hands over him and smiled at him softly which made him lose some of his nervousness.

When we reached our apartment,  we both took a deep breathe in and then out as he unlocked it , there it was . Our things , everything was at it's place. It was pretty nostalgic.

Tw: smut <3

Jace,  kept my bag on the couch as he suddenly started kissing me and I started kissing him back, making the moment even more intense. When he broke the kiss by saying " come on let's go to our room ."

I followed him into our room, our room had changed alot. I noticed he got new bed and new silk sheets which were black and to top all of this off he painted the walls darkish - grey.

He threw me over the bed in the spin of seconds as he climbed over me , dominating me like he always does . He kissed me again but this time with his tongue, he explored my mouth like there was no tommorow.

"I missed this " I said as I broke the kiss.

"Me too " He said as he started going all the way to my neck where he sucked it and then kissed it leaving hot wet kisses.

I removed my top and then I removed his while we still kept kissing eachother. His lips on my mine were so refreshing yet familiar .

Now, I was the one on top of him as I slowly kissed him all the way down till his V-line. I then kissed the place where he had a huge erection and then I looked at him .

"Don't tease me" Oh I will dear.

I unzipped him and removed his pants I first kissed his bulge then I took it slowly in my mouth, while I sucked it up and down. Taking it deep in my mouth till I wasn't able to take anymore.

"Fuck I'm about to come" he said as he left the warm liquid in my mouth. He topped me again and started making circles on my boobs as he sucked them breathlessly. He kissed my stomach and now my pussy.

He threw my panties aside as he kissed the insides of my thigh, he did it slow making me want more of him. He slowly then kissed my clit and the next second he started sucking it .

"Jace,fuck " I said as I put both of my hands over his head pushing him more inside of me.

"Fuck me already , Jace. I can't wait" I said impatiently while he kept on sucking my clit, he then shoved his tongue inside me Oh lord. That feeling.

He then came up again kissing me back and forth .

"Where's the condom?" I asked him only to get a answer which said beside the night stand . I took it out and tore it open as I helped him put on.

" I'm going to fuck you until you are left breathless" he said as he thrusted himself into me, with each thrust he gave me I was filled In with wanting more.

"Deeper, I need to feel every fucking inch of you" I said as he started thrusting more aggressively yet, it felt the right speed.

"Fuck y/n " he moaned out my name which turned me even more.

"I'm about to come Jace"

"Come with me when I tell you to" as he kept in thrusting himself in me.

"Now"

"Now" I repeated as my body left a warm liquid and on the other side I could feel his warm liquid release itself inside the condom.

He threw the condom in the waste bin and fell beside me , I laid over him with my legs crossing his thigh.

"I love you"

"I love you too , Jace " I said as we both fell asleep peacefully.

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Yeah I did change the name don't come at me for doing that sksksk.
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