Life for the Alsina's

Chapter 49

Libras pov

Life for me lately has been very difficult! And being down here in Houston all by myself doesn't make it easy at all! I really wish I didn't make a decision off of hurt because it definitely bit me in the ass in the end! I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss Drew but in all honesty I'm still pissed off with him! He really fucked everything up and then goes and leave for months!

Libra- Okay Aries shhh... shhh mommy's coming!

Levi - make her stop crying it's getting on my nerves!

He said covering his ears and I just ignored him! This kid seriously has a mouth on him! I picked her up trying to feed her the bottle but she didn't want it her crying  turned into screams and I wanted to cry myself!

Levi- IM SICK OF HEARING THIS BABY CRYING!

He yelled throwing a tantrum and I looked at him like he was crazy.

Libra- DONT YELL AT HER! NOW GO TO YOUR ROOM!

Levi- NO!

Libra- You want me to call daddy?

Levi- Go ahead he's not gonna come he's gone!

He said shrugging his shoulders I honestly was caught off guard and I never hit my children but I couldn't help but pop him in the mouth.

Libra- I TOLD YOU HES AT SCHOOL! NOW GO TO YOUR ROOM NOW!

I yelled and he ran outta the room with attitude, Aries continued to scream at the top of her lungs so I quickly removed my shirt and let her rest on my chest and she finally simmered down. I looked at baby Drew and he looked nervous.

Libra- you okay Drew? What's wrong?

Baby Drew- you don't look so good mommy....Maybe you need to sleep....

Libra- mommy is okay! I'll sleep when your sister sleeps!

I said giving him a small smile but I really wanted to cry... I feel like I'm losing my mind! Later that day I got the kids washed and fed getting them ready for a nap so I could finally do some cleaning and get myself situated! As I was combing my hair I noticed big clumps in the teeth of the comb and the sink was covered I looked closer and I noticed I had a big bald spot! I immediately grabbed my phone calling mama Kay.

Mama Kay- Okay okay calm down!

Libra- MA MY HAIR IS FALLING OUT IM BALD AT THE TOP!

Mama Kay- Libra... do me a favor beybe... yu gotta pull yo self togetha! I'll be dea soon! Okay?

Libra- okay...

I said taking a deep breath before getting off the phone, I took another look in the mirror and just cried until I couldn't cry anymore... hours later when mama Kay got there and I told her everything I've been feeling lately...

Mama Kay- I want chu to go see a doctor beybe... cause it sounds like you're going through postpartum....

Libra- I knew something was off because I didn't feel like this when I had the boys...

Mama Kay- every pregnancy is different beybe.... Postpartum is common and also serious...I know you don't wanna give up Aries but you need help libra!

Libra- My kids are the only thing that keeps me sane ma.... My life is falling apart!

Mama Kay- you and the kids needa come to LA with the family!!! Think about it! You down hea alone fa' what libra! You don't got no family hea!

Libra - I know...