Perfectly Imperfect

Perfectly Imperfect - 23

Chapter twenty three

This day is one of my most memorable days of my life. Something happened which totally made me happy..Happier that before. Happier than anyone else in this world.

 We both feel the same for each other. Knowing THAT is enough for me.

 I don't need the grandest kind of proposal, just knowing that he's right beside me makes me feel so much happier.

 Pauwi na kami ngayon medyo late na rin and isa pa, tumawag si daddy na pauwi na sila ni mom. Mahirap na, baka magalit pa sila kapag di nila ako inabutan sa bahay.

 Jared is just an ordinary person.He is a Cold-hearted prince probably born from planet pluto. He nver fails to amuse me. He has a lot of FLAWS but I've learned to love those IMPERFECTIONS day by day.

 Probably you think I'm a fool for loving a person like him. A person who ignores people A LOT. He don't give a D*mn to what other people thinks. He's not so nice. He's less romantic than any other boys in town. And He likes torturing people's minds. Yeah! That's true, his heart is as cold as an ice. 

 Or Maybe, some of you thinks that I'm much more popular than him, probably much smarter or richer and I can get whoever I wanted because I'm pretty. But, guess what? I dont care.

Because I'm madly, unconditionally and irrevocably inlove with him.

 Thats a fact I can't deny.

 Napangiti ako sa thought na yun. Kasabay nun ay ang pagtingin ko sakanya.

 Pero,

 Parang may mali, kahit saang anggulo ko siya tignan, parang may iba.

 He's happy and I can sense it. But, I can't deny the fact that there's uneasiness in his eyes.

 And that troubles me. He's hiding something from me.

 Hinawakan niya ang kamay ko habang yung left hand nya nakahawak pa rin sa steering wheel.

 I knew it! Something's wrong! His hand is shaking!

 "Something's wrong?" Imbis na sumagot, nagsmile lang siya at hinigpitan nya ang hawak nya sa kamay ko.

 I guess masyado lang akong napaparanoid. 

 Probably masyado na naman akong nag-ooverthink.

 "Blair?"

"hmm?" 

"We'll love each other Now and Forever okay? Promise me."

 He asked out of nowhere. Now, THIS! is really making me nervous. 

 " Uhh?"I don't really understand.

"Just do a favor for me Blair. No matter what happens you'll take care of yourself and be Happy. Always"

 "What are you talking about?"seriously, I can't understand why he's spouting some nonsense things.

"Just Promise. Please. Take care and always remember that I love You." Ang kulit. Nasesense ko na talaga na may mali sa mga nangyayari. Kasi kahit ako kinakabahan na rin. The way he looks at me, parang nagpapaalam.

" Okay.. Okay!.. I Got it! But, please! Explain what's happening first!" 

 Hindi ko na talaga mapigilan pa. Hindi dapat ako mag-freak out sa ganitong sitwasyon pero kasi naman! 

"Some things are better when they're left unspoken." Then he squeezed my hand. Like really tight!

  "What? Tell me what's happening please?! DJ?"

I pleaded. Pero,He just smiled at me and mouthed the words 'I Love You' he held my hand really tight like he never wanted to let it go.

Then all of a sudden there was a flash of white in front of the car. Jared yelled something, words I couldn't make out, something like love, life, lie. And suddenly the car was flipping off the road and into the black mouth of the woods. I heard a horrible screeching sound, metal on metal, glass shattering, a car folding into two, and smelled fire....and blood.

Then, everything went black.

I thought it was just a dream. A Horrible dream. Dream that can be forgotten easily. I'd never ever thought that this thing can possibly happen to me, to us.

Again, I was wrong. Anything can happen as long as you're living. As long as you're alive, death can be your greatest enemy. 

They say that just before you die your whole life flashes before your eyes, but that's not how it happened for me. to be honest I'd always thought the whole final moment, mental life scan thing sounded pretty awful. 

The thing is, you don't get to know. It's not like you wake up with a bad feeling in your stomach. You don't see shadows where there should'nt be any. You don't remember to tell your parents that you love them or in his case remember to say good-bye to them at all.

Some things are better left burried and forgotten or in our case WORDS that are better when they are left unspoken.

Alam ni Jared na naputol and brake ng sasakyan.

Alam nya na maaksidente kami nung time na yun.

 Alam nya na may mangyayaring masama samin pero mas pinili nyang wag sabihin dahil ayaw nya akong matakot.

Alam nya na by the time na bitawan nya ang steering wheel may possiblity na isa samin mawala or probably both of us.

 May choice sya, pero alam mo kung ano yung pinili nya? 

 Yun ay ang i-save ako. Siya ang napuruhan dahil dun sa side nya dinala ang sasakyan. And I swear habang nangyayari lahat ng yun ay yakap-yakap nya ako para hindi ako mapuruhan.

Parang gusto ko ng maniwala sa sinasabi nila. Na kahit gaano ka kasaya ngayon, may mangyayari at mangyayari paring masama kahit hindi mo gusto.

 Life is Unfair. Sa buhay ng tao wala pa akong narinig na nagsabi ng Life is Fair.

 Hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili kong mapa-iyak. Mapa-iyak habang tinitignan ko ang mga taong naka-puti na dumadaan sa harapan. My eyes we're burning dahil kanina pa nagtutubig ang mata ko. He loves me so much that he's willing to sacrifice himself for me. 

 Ngayon, wala akong magawa. Gusto ko siyang yakapin pero hindi pwede. 

 Alam mo kung bakit? 

He's dying.