Request By:@eviethegraysfan
I felt sick. My stomach growling and head pounding. "How are you not dying?" Kie asked me gesturing you to my hoodie. I shrug. "You ok?" JJ asked whispering in my ear. "Yeah I am going to grab some water." I say standing up. "Ok." He said giving me cute dopy smile. My visions start to tunnel and my stomach flipped. I quickly turn to the side of the boat throwing up over the edge. "Y/N!" JJ yells quickly leaping up. "Oh my god! Pope stop the boat!" Kiara yelled. I couldn't do it anymore and I feel my body fold up and collapse. I wake up in my room really confused. I slowly sit up wincing. JJ quickly and gently pushed me back down then pulled me into a hug. I could feel his shoulders wracking with silent tears. "What is wrong? What happened?" I ask concerned. "Why didn't you tell me?" Kiara asked at the doorway. "What are you talking about?" I question. "You passed out. So we took off your hoodie and saw your arms and your ribs." She said sobbing. "Kie..." I call out as she slides against the door hiding her face. "JJ..." I call my own voice breaking. "Why?" He asked wiping his face. "I am just struggling. It feels like I am drowning." I say gently. "Can you please eat something for me?" He says scanning over my thin frame. I nod. "Any preference?" I shake my head. "Pasta it is. I will be right back." I nod. "Kiara talk to me please." She sits up. "I love you Y/N/N." I nod and we hug as a sobbing mess until JJ returns with the food awkwardly. "So is this like a good thing or a bad thing?" I smile. "Good thing. I love you guys." He smiles and gives me the food. "I love you too." Him and Kiara say at the same time and then argue for the next few minutes over who said it first. I smile but soon enough the gross feeling sets in. I quickly sit up and pick up the trash can leaning over the edge and throwing up the little I had eaten. JJ quickly rubbed my back and pulled my hair out of my face. "I am sorry. I tried but I am not good enough." I cry putting the trash can back and hiding my face. "No. Look at me." JJ said sternly. "You are good enough and you don't always get everything first try. So we try again in a little when you are feeling up to it. You can do this and you are not alone. You have Kie and you have me. Just talk to us." I pull them into a group hug. "Thank you." I whisper knowing I could do this.
