Sarahs POV
"Y/N! What are you doing up there?" I question climbing up the ladder to meet my girlfriend on the roof. She doesn't answer me and remains zoned out. "Y/N?" I question. It was a quiet night. So her sobs could be heard. I carefully walk over to her trying not to fall off the edge of the roof. "What's wrong baby girl?Do you have a death wish? It's crazy high up here." I say sitting next to her. She had her legs dangling off the edge of my family's six story home. One wrong move and she would fall from her death. She simply nodded. "Baby...? What's going on?" I ask scared. "Go away Sarah." She say voice hoarse. "Baby you're scaring me. Please get off the roof." I say nervously. "Fuck off Sarah." She says annoyed. "Leave me alone." I pull out my phone and walk a couple feet away.
-Hey what's up?
-JJ hurry up and get here now. Your sister is dangling her feet off the edge of a six story roof like she's on the swings.
-What? Why?! What happened?!
-I don't know. I woke up and she wasn't in bed. I found her out here. She keeps telling me to go away and that she wants to be alone.
-I'm on my way. Can you give her the phone.
I put the phone on speaker and put it closer to her. "Y/N can you hear me?" JJ said through the phone. "I don't wanna talk J. I'm tired of talking." She said voice hoarse from tears. "Don't do anything stupid Y/N/N." He mumbles nervously. "It's so much easier J." She cried. "No it's not. Don't say that. Cmon you know how this goes. You know how bad it hurt when mom killed herself. You really gonna do that to Sarah? To John B? To me?" He says his own voice breaking. I have to muffle my own sobs. I couldn't loose her. I lost my family for her. I lost my fortune for her. I couldn't loose her. I loved her. "Get off the roof. Please." She slowly shuffled back. Slowly she climbed down until her feet were planted on the ground. I wrap my arms around her and cry. "You scared me baby girl." I sob tucking stray hairs behind her ear. "Oh my beautiful girl." I cry kissing her cheek. "I'm so sorry. I didn't know you were feeling like this." I say as the Twinkie pulled up. JJ ran over and wrapped his arms around his little sister. "We are gonna get you help." He says kissing the top of her head.
