You are JJs girlfriend
I check my phone annoyed. I have been waiting at the wreck for the past hour for JJ to show up and he is officially forty five minutes late. I get up and get in my car driving down to his house. JJ was never on time. You could always expect him five to ten minutes late. Never later than a half hour. I pull up to his house and immediately can tell something isn't right. His bike is out front so he hasn't even left yet. The front door was off its hinges meaning JJ and his Dad probably got into it again. I didn't know much about what went on in JJs home life but when you guys were messing around you saw the layers upon layers of bruised purple and yellow skin. Some fresh some old. He admitted sometimes it got a little rough at home but he eventually convinced you everything is fine. I hesitantly walk inside. "J...?" I say walking toward his room. Pictures were smashed. Chairs were broken. The dining room table flipped. "J..." I call pushing open his bedroom door. His room looked like a bomb went off. His mattress flipped over dresser knocked over. I hear the shower running but on the off chance it is his dad I am hesitant. "J... Are you in here?" I say leaning against the bathroom door. There is no response but when I press my head against the door I can hear sobs. I open the door and see JJ sitting in the bottom off the tub fully clothed with the water on. He was sobbing and I don't even think he noticed me. I take off my purse and shoes and get in the shower behind him. The tap cold water made goose bumps crawl up my spine but I pushed through and put a hand on his shoulder. He flinched and turned around to face me. His left eye was visibly swollen and he had a split lip. His eyes were also red and swollen from tears. "It's just me baby. It's just me." I say holding both hands up to try and calm him down. He spins away from me and tries to wipe his tears. "Uh what are you doing here Y/N?" I sigh. "JJ stop don't do this. Come here." I say wrapping my arms around him. He hesitantly hugs me back. "Let it out J. It's ok. I'm right here." I whisper ruffling his hair. After a minute he breaks down. He continued to sob into my chest. "I'm right Baby." I say trying to hold back tears off my own. I turn off the cold water because he was shaking so badly. "Breathe Baby." I say after he starts hyperventilating. "I'm right here. You're ok." I say holding him tight. At some point John B walked in and gave me a concerned look. "What do I do?" I mouth scared. He sighs and sits next to us outside the tub. "J you alright man?" He said putting a hand on his back. "Just breathe through it man." He says gently. "You're doing a good job Y/N. You're the only thing calming him down right now. I scoff. "I'm calming him down? I have no clue what I am doing!" I say nervously. I was such a bad girlfriend. I couldn't even help my boyfriend. "Stop. Freaking out isn't helping him. Just stay calm and be there with him. I am going to clean up a little out there." I mouth Fuck you at him and then give my boyfriend my undivided attention. He was still clung to me sobbing. I kiss his forehead. "I'm right here baby. I am right here." After another five minutes the sobs slow down. I pick up his chin and kiss him. After a minute he realizes what's happening and kisses me back. "There you go baby." I mumble happy he could understand what's going on now. "I'm sorry." He mutters when we break away. "For what baby?" I ask putting a hand on his neck when he tries to break eye contact. "I missed our date. I am wasting your time." He says shutting down. "J stop." I say standing up with him. "Stop what Y/N?!" He yells making me flinch. He looks over me regret instantly filling his face. He goes to touch me and I pull away. "Fuck I didn't mean that J." I say immediately. He punches the wall making plaster fall everywhere. "Really? You didn't mean it?!" I knew he was just trying to push me away because he was hurt. "JJ!" John B shouts concerned at the violence he was showing right now. "It's fine. You aren't your Dad J. And you don't scare me?" I say taking a step closer to him. "Really? Then why'd you fucking flinch?!" I stand my ground. "You don't scare me. You can yell at me. Throw things at me and try to scare me all you want but I am staying right here." I say stubbornly. His eyes were filled with pain, anger and regret. "I love you. You're not your Dad J." I repeat putting a hand on his cheek. He picks me up. I wrap my legs around his waist and arms around his neck and he pins me against the wall kissing me. "You guys are fucking disgusting." John B mutters walking away.
