Y/Ns POV
"Go away!" I shout at whoever was at my door. I don't know who it was and I also don't care. "It's me cupcake." My boyfriend says through the door. "Cool! Don't care! Go away!" I snap annoyed. "Cmon Y/N. Open the door." He sighs. I roll my eyes and open the door annoyed. "How are you feeling?" JJ asked putting a hand on my cheek. "Oh like you care." I snap slapping his hand away. "Are you being serious right now? Of course I care!" He says concerned. "If you cared where were you when I called you crying 7 hours ago?!" He sighs sadly. "I know I'm sorry. I was on my way and then John B called with a new lead and-" I cut him off. "Treasure hunt stuff. It's fine J. I'm at the point where all I'm doing is puking. So you can just leave." I say going to close the door.
Tears were pricking and I refused to let him see how bad he hurt meSure it wasn't a huge deal. I can't expect him to just drop everything because I didn't feel good. I just really needed him and it was starting to become a habit.
He put his foot in the way pushing his way into the room. "Are you seriously this pissed?" He asked annoyed. "Yes. You ditched me J!" I scream. "I am sorry I wasn't here this morning! I am doing something important for once in my life! I can't just drop everything cause you have a fucking tummy ache!" I couldn't help but let a tear fall at the hurtful tone he was using. "I love that you have something that makes you feel that way. I just wish it meant you didn't love me anymore." I say voice cracking. "Oh cupcake... Of course I still love-" I cut him off. "Fuck... Not again." I push past him walking to the bathroom. Nauseous bubbles start to come up. I drop I front of the toilet and throw up. My stomach heaves as stomach acid and a few sips of ginger ale forces it's way up. "Oh baby girl..." JJ mutters kneeling down behind me. He pulls back my hair. It was in a very messy bun so it was all catching puke. "You're alright. Breathe through it." He comforts as I heave. My entire body was shaking. There was nothing left in my system but my body was determined to bring something up. I guess it was tears.
As soon as my stomach stopped I started to sob. I collapse back into JJ completely exhausted. "You're alright. Breathe baby." He sighs cuddling me into his arms. He turns the sink on and grabs a washcloth wiping the sweat off my forehead and face. "Cupcake look at me." He sighs lifting my chin. I bite my lip beyond embarrassed. "Look at me Y/N." I meet his concerned gaze tiredly. "I love you so much. I am so sorry I made you feel like you weren't a priority. You are number one. I should have been here this morning and there is no excuse for that. But I am going to make up for it ok? Anything you need. I am here." I wrap my arms around his neck and burry my head in his shoulder sobbing. "Oh cupcake. You're ok. Let's get you in bed." He picks me up carrying me to my room. "I love you." He says kissing my cheek covering me up with the blankets. "I love you too." I cry into his chest. "Lay down and close your eyes Cupcake." He says rubbing soothing circles on my back. I rest my head on his chest and take some breaths calming down and falling asleep.
