"Y/N! That's enough!" John B says dumping my drink out. "Stop!" I say pissed. "I am not a fucking child! If I wanna drink I am drinking!" I scream. "We're at a fucking party!" I finish grabbing another cup off the table. "I am trying to be there for you and you are treating me like shit!" John B shouts attracting some eyes from nearby people. "Fuck you! You're a shitty boyfriend!" I growl. He doesn't say anything for a second. "I'm a shitty boyfriend?" He says calmly. "The shittiest." I say downing another cup of cheap beer. "Ok. We're done. Have a nice fucking life." He says walking away. "Oh I will!" I scream after him grabbing another cup.
-Time Skip-
As the alcohol wares off reality sets in. I broke up with my boyfriend. The love of my fucking life. I feel sick. "Y/N/N you good?" JJ asked concerned. "I really fucked up." I say tears pricking. "You are wasted." He sighs. "I broke up with him JJ." I sob. "You did what? Why?!" He says shocked and totally pissed. I shake my head. "I don't know! I-"
I go to continue but all the alcohol and pre game pizza splatters all over the sand. I cough and gag and drop to my knees. JJ catches me to save me from collapsing in my own vomit. "All right. Take a breath Sis. Take a breath." I start to sob. I lost my boyfriend. "You need to calm down." JJ says after a couple minutes of hysterical crying. "Oh my god is she ok?" Kiara asked running over. "No." JJ sighs holding me closer. "What can I get for you Babes?" Kiara asked kneeling in-front of me. "John B." I sob. Kiara looks to JJ. "I am going to go find him. Can you get her some water?" Kiara nods and hurries away. "I will go talk to him. No promises." He says putting my down and leaning me against a tree. I nod.
John Bs POV
"John B." JJ says walking over to me interrupting my conversation with this random tourist. "What?" I sigh annoyed. "I need to talk to you it's about Y/N." I roll my eyes. "I don't care. She isn't my problem anymore." I sigh. "Please man. I am asking as your friend. My baby sister is hysterical right now. She's throwing up everywhere. I am asking you to do it for me. It hurts to see her like this." I sigh. "Whatever. I am not doing it for her." I say following JJ. This was killing me. I loved this girl with every ounce of my being. Every bone in my body. I know I wasn't perfect but I tried my best. My heart completely shatters when I see her. She was on her knees trying to pull her own hair back and stringy bile pouring from her mouth. I bite my lip and look to JJ who gives me a pleasing look. She wipes her mouth on her sleeve and I clear my throat. Her eyes shoot to mine. They were red and puffy from all the tears. She scrambled back against the tree and starts to sob. "I am sorry. I am so so sorry. I didn't mean it. I am never drinking again I swear. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me I didn't mean it." She sobbed not being able to breathe. I take a breath. I know she is shitty drunk and didn't mean it. It is just very hard to do this. But she was having a panic attack and I couldn't just sit by. Without saying a word I pick her up and hold her as close as I possibly can. "It's ok baby. You're ok." I say ruffling her hair. "I am so sorry." She cries wrapping her arms around my neck. "I forgive you baby. But look at me. Look at me. We are working on this. We are working on the drinking. This is not ok." She doesn't respond just buried her head into my chest. "I love you." She sobbed. "I love you too baby." I whisper kissing her forehead. The moment was short lived as she rolled out of my arms and puked all over the sand. "You're ok baby." I soothe as she pukes everything up.