How do I tell him? ~ L.S

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Louis Tomlinson

Warmth fills my body, along with a tingling exited-nervous feeling as his lips collide slowly into mine. My hands go up to his neck and shoulder. His hands find my hips.

His head tilts, making our noses bump as his lips draw back just to part a little then replace themselves to mine. After a few seconds, I hook both my arms around his neck and lean up. He gets what I want and grips my sides and pulls me up. One of his hands sit under my thigh while the other grips my bum. We keep our lips moving slow but steady together, letting the kiss get more slick and warm. He turns us and takes a couple steps then I feel the wall against my back.

 I let out a breath when his lips part again, then the tip of his tongue swipes over my bottom lip. I open my mouth further, allowing him in right away, and he whispers "I love you" just before his tongue greets mine then our lips smack again gently.

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I smile a little and tighten my grip in his hair... and oh my fucking god.

he moaned against my lips and leaned back for air. I smiled wider and opened my eyes.

My hands were still fitted firmly in his drawn-out curls and his cheeks were tinted pink as he stared back at me.

"Hazza likes having his hair pulled" I say, not teasing or loud, just a soft voice

"You like being picked up, held, and carried." he grins

Our lips join again for a moment then I mumble "Je t'aime" against his lips

He giggles. "I'm so glad I taught you that... sounds so pretty coming from your lips"

Fuck, i really do love him. I really really do. I always have. And he loves me back... wow.

After a  few more minutes of just kissing and enjoying finally... just... being us, he pulls back and looks in my eyes.

"Want to lay down?" He whispers. I just nod and hold on tighter as he takes me over to the bed. He gently places me down but stays over me. He presses a chaste kiss to the corner of my lips, then my chin, then down my jaw line. I tilt my head back immediately, just wanting his lips anywhere and everywhere on my body. Every place they touch burns like fire and sends a shiver down my spine.

"How far can I go?" He asks as his lips meet a spot just below my ear. I shudder to the feeling and bring my hands up his back to hold his shoulders.

"How far do you want to go?" I ask in return instead of answering

He leans up a little to look at me properly, just keeping his face a couple inches from mine.

"I love you... and I'll do anything, as long as your comfortable" he tells me

"I love you too... I just, I just want to do little stuff tonight" I say honestly

"Sure. Not all the way. Just start off small, right?" he whispers. I nod and repeat "Right"

"Can I leave hickeys?" he asks, his voice dropping below a whisper once more. I nod, almost frantically, and he smirks and pecks my lips before diving back down to my neck.