This is the last week before Christmas break (I know, I know. I haven't written in here for more than a month.)
Just my luck, the full moon FULL MOON. I can write it now. The full moon is tonight. It's around 5:00 am now, and I'm feeling really dizzy. Somehow, I can't fall asleep again though.
I feel sick. Not the kind of sick where you get a cold, or come down with spattergoit. No, the kind of sick queasiness I feel every month. Is it weird that I'm still terrified? Is it wrong to still be afraid? I've been going through this since I was seven. Why am I still as scared as ever? What if I get loose? What if I hurt someone? Gosh, Remus, get a grip!
Maybe I should rest now.
Excuse1:Not feeling well...coming down with something (second time I've used that one
Excuse2:fell and broke my arm?
Excuse3:Had to visit mum again. (I've used this a lot....They might get suspicious.)
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The Journal of Remus Lupin
FanficThis is the journal of Remus Lupin. I have put a tongue tying hex on it, and have put a lot of other charms on it as well. Don't even try to read it (i'm talking to you, Black!) Shared by Teddy Lupin after reading his fathers journal. I have reinfor...
