Him & I (Kakashi x OC)

Chapter 50: Life

*Mai's POV*

Tonight was one of those night where we'd lay comfortably in each other's embrace and enjoy the moment.

The boys were fast asleep and so we took this chance to relax.

He was giving me tummy rubs as he kept talking to our newest member sleeping in my stomach.

The pure joy this moment brought me.

"Kakashi, I love you..." I said as I ran my fingers through his hair.

He gave me a reassuring look as he kissed my tummy and moved up so that he could sit beside me.

"Should I be worried?" He said

I chuckled as I shook my head.

"No,... it's just, when I agreed to this, I never thought that I'd have all this... I just,"

I paused as I tried finding the right words.

"Before all this I never knew my own course in life. I never made any decisions, no adventures, no nothing."

"Then when all this was proposed I hated the idea, but I didn't want to ruin my pride, and yours so I dived in head first, now here we are, our third child on the way, sometimes I have to pinch myself as a reminder that this is real and how I'm genuinely happy."

He kept his eyes locked on to mine.

"Mai, when Lady Tsunade proposed the idea to me, I honestly didn't want to, for 2 reasons;
"1, you're far too young, and 2, you're too beautiful and pure to be with me."

"I never thought I'd have my own family... but here am, with a woman who loves me for me,"

I wanted to tell him what I felt. That uneasy dangerous feeling.

My intuition never lied. And I felt it was strong. I know how people are planning to attack the village.

"Kakashi if something was to happen to me, would you remarry?" I said out of the blue,

"No, I just want you and only you!" he said as he reached up and cupped my face.

This warmth, this safety.

He is my everything.

*Kakashi's POV*

The way her body tensed up.

She was hiding something, I can sense that she wanted to tell me abut held back.

I guess it's something with the pregnancy. But still it in irked me.

"For what it's worth, I never regretted any of this. Fate brought me you snd our all this."

She gave me a smile as she stared out the window.

This was something she'd do when her heart and mind was troubled.

I let her be as I didn't want to stress her.

*Asami's POV*

"I can't do this anymore Asami!" Shizune said with tears in her eyes.

"Shizune, please...-,"

"Us... all of this, there's nothing left of us... you're a Noble and I'm just me!"

"Don't say that," I said as I reached out for her.

She moved back and out of my grasp.

This all came about due to the message I received a day ago.

"By Order of Lord Yuri Tenzo,

You Asami Tenzo are to be married to Lady Moeri Tanaka, daughter of Lord Hirohito Tanaka and Lady Yui Tanaka of the Land of Waves."

This news broke her heart. It was all my fault.

"Asami, I love you, but I can't do anything about it. You and I both know it's the truth... stupid of me to think that I stood a chance."

"Shizune, please I can marry her but still see you!" I said,

"No, no, no, do not ever disrespect a woman, let alone your wife by seeing another."

"Also that's just not fair. You expect me to wait for you and live like this when you will be bound to another, I want MY happiness too Asami, this.... This is too much..."

"So you're telling me you want to be with another?!" I screamed,

"YESSS, YESSS!! You can go and get married, and then I can go and be with another who is on my level who can make me truly happy, I DESERVE that happiness too Kakashi!"

I froze... what did she say....

*Shizune's POV*

In the heat of the moment I said something I instantly regretted.

"WHAT DID YOU SAY!" he said with an eerily calm tone.

"Asami, I-I, it's not like-,"

"LIKE WHAT SHIZUNE!!" Finally the screams came out.

"Explain to me why my sisters husband's name just slipped out of your mouth?!"

He never broke eye contact.

This is what I get for getting involved with the Head Hunter of the Leaf.

"Asami, it's just a misunderstanding... we worked together and-,"

"You're lying!" He said as he moved closer.

"Please let's not do this... please don't..." I begged,

"Then Explain!" He growled.

I took a deep breath and licked my lips. Whatever came out from my mouth was bound to make him furious. This involved his sister and her husband.

"EXPLAINNNNN!" He screamed as hit the side table.

"I was inlove with him." I said as I broke down crying.

"We had something intimate after the war and it just kept going, were sleeping together every now and then, and then he promised that after the restoration of the Village we'd be official. But by the time all that came he was already arranged to Mai."

"I was in love with him, he should've at least had the decency to tell me straight to my face but no I had to find out from my Sensei-,"

"Shut up!"

"How dare you speak so casual about the man my Sister loves and has given birth to his children!"

"So all this, was it revenge!?"

"WAS IT!"

"NOOOOOO!" I screamed back,

"I actually felt something with you, even if I knew that something like this would happen I still let myself get caught in this because I fell for you!"

"Then why the Hell did you say Kakashi,"

"Because the situation felt the same," I said as I collected the last of my things in the room.

"I'm sorry for all this, have a great life Asami!" I said as I walked out.

Anger was written all over his face as he opened the door and motioned for me to leave.

"Just leave," he said as he shook his head.

My heart sank. Damn you Kakashi.

I stood no chance at finding Love.

I hated myself for getting into these situations. I knew well but chose to go along with whatever my heart decided and now this happens. Another repeated failure.

Why me!