Chasing Cars (GxG)

Chapter 28 - Hurts so Good

Dane/Louise's POV

You're fighting me off like a firefighter
So tell me why you still get burned
You say you're not, but you're still a liar
'Cause I'm the one that you run to first

We are now at my family airport apron and currently jamming alone listening to hurts so good by Astrid S. Kakalanding lang ng private jet ko na sumundo ulit samin dahil sabi ko. Hassle kasi 'pag mageconomy class pa kami tsaka sayang bayad.

I was walking behind Anno, who was ignoring me the entire freaking time. She's totally ignoring the gorgeousness of mine. I've tried calling her almost a hundred times now, but the hell with it, she won't even look at me. I'm a complete stranger to her right now.

Every time, yeah
Why do you try to deny it
When you show up every night
And tell me that you want me but it's complicated
So complicated

I don't know why she was acting like that when I remembered we were having a really great conversation last night until I passed out. I just don't get her. Not even Maraih and Kenny, she won't talk to them properly. Well, except for Sir Donatello, whom she's only talking to about school matters.

When it hurts but it hurts so good
Do you take it?
Do you break it off?
When it hurts but it hurts so good
Can you say it?
Can you say it?

I know I was so drunken ass last night but I know I didn't do anything that could make her mad. Unless I did something stupid and I forgot about it, like kissed her, in the lips like a kiss kiss.

Wait a fucking second. Did I kissed her?

Your love is like (hey, na-na-na, na-na)
Your love is like (hey, na-na-na, na-na)
It hurts so good (hey, na-na-na, na-na)
Your love is like (hey, na-na-na, na-na)
It hurts so good

Oh God, I wish I hadn't. Well, not that I don't want, but it was rude and disrespectful. And it would be a huge letdown if I kissed her and then forgot about it; that would be a huge pity for me.

It's a kiss, hello. I love kisses, and I was undeniably having a sexual fantasy with Anno, like a kiss. Yeah, hell yeah, but just a kiss. I still respected her and I didn't go further than that. I would like it to be real, not just a fantasy.

Every time that I swear it's over
It makes you want me even more
You pull away and I come in closer
And all we ever stay is torn
And baby, I don't know

Oh hell, but did I really do it?

Honestly, I can and I would if I was in sanity last night and I was alone with her in my bed. But there's a part of me that says, No, that's stupid. I won't do anything against her will. That was a total turn off. Seriously, and it's Rei, it was Anno we are talking about not just some random girls that I usually make out with. She's different and I can't treat her like the girls I've been worked out.

I just wish I didn't.

Why I try to deny it
When you show up every night
I tell you that I want you but it's complicated
So complicated

"Dane."

"Daney."

When it hurts but it hurts so good
Do you take it?
Do you break it off?
When it hurts but it hurts so good
Can you say it?
Can you say it?

"Ms. Perez."

"Yes, babe?" I finally came to my sense when I heard her so cold voice.

And she started calling me with Ms. again. That's another thing that changed.