I've always liked libraries . They are quiet and comforting. Growing up I used to hate those places. Not speaking or listening to someone speak freak me out. It made me stay alone with my thoughts, and I really hated my mind back then.
Being on the same school as him made me become numb. He was always near me . Listening to what he did with other girls , seeing him kissing or even hooking up with them , made me sick. I was unable to eat or sleep for that reason.
I remember thinking; why not me ?.
Why not me ?
What made him come closer to me back then? Was he interested in me ,Or he felt sorry for me ?.
I've never disgusted it with him and I believe I never will.
He is a buried part of me , a part I don't wish to bring back.
" what are you writing?" I hear a voice from behind me
Looking up I see Aaron , the boy from my history class .
" Nothing " I say closing my diary shut
I hope he didn't see what I was writing .
" Don't worry I keep a diary too " he says sitting next to me on the table " I feel that it gets me more than some people do "
" yeah I get what you say " I say moving my books away from in-front of him
" You like lonely places huh ?"
" What ?"
" I mean, you sitting in the back seats two days ago .. " he explains " and now on the library . I see that you're more of a loner "
" I mean yeah ,I like my quiet time but I enjoy good company too"
" So you consider me good company huh ?" He says with a side smile
" I never said that " I say smiling and rolling my eyes
" but you thought about that "
" You're so sure about yourself, aren't you ?" I say tilting my eyebrow
" Everyone should be confident " he says putting one hand on the back of the seat that making him turn ,his body facing me
" That's cockiness , not confidence " i correct
" I'm gonna argue with you about that " he says taking a string of my hair between his fingers , twisting it
My eyes go straight at the movement.
" You have really soft hair " he says looking at me
" Um .. thanks ?" I say shrugging my shoulder, having an awkward smile on my face
Is he flirting with me ? No , no he isn't .
" You're welcome " he says leaving it " has anyone said to you that you're very pretty?" He says looking at my lips
I swallow the lump of my throat .
Is it hot in here ?
" Aaron !" I hear from behind me
Turning around I see two boys with football clothes .
As they yell we hear a couple of sh 's , them turning around mouthing sorry to some girls beside us .
" Hey man what's up " Aaron says looking at him then me , a strange look on his face
" nothing just came to check on you and meet your new friend " he says eyeing me up and down
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RomansaOlivia Miles is a young girl starting college in another town . Jacob Prier is her childhood long-time crush and 3 years older than her. She managed to keep her passion for him hidden for years. But what happens when the two of them go to the same...
