Forbidden from the start

chapter 13

I kinda feel bad about how i spoke to Jacob the other night . I mean yeah he is an ass all the time , but he just wanted me to not get cold right?

Why can't he be just like Aaron ? It would be more easy for me . Jacob doesn't like anyone, except Mike and Kyle probably. It's all about his guys . I wish that he would stop with all that crap .

I'm sitting here on my dorms couch,with my legs crossed , waiting for Martha to come home .

Aaron texted me earlier and told me to hang out before his practice. I told him to come to my dorm since Martha has lessons till late tonight.

Today there's a football game that Aaron's team will play , but it's not the official yet . The team is gonna split in two teams and they are gonna play as opponents. There's gonna be the blue team which I know Aaron will be in and the red team that Kyle said he will be. From what Aaron told me the official game is very important and that friendly match will show who is gonna get to go to the finals .

I like football as much as my brother and father . Growing up i used to spent hours with them , talking, watching and listening about football. It reminds me about them , and I can't seem to hide my sadness.

It's been over four weeks since I got here , and I never visited home . I told my dad that I will visit some day but that day never came . He calls me every time to make sure I'm okey , but I never do . I guess I'm not so used to such attention from him .Same with Mike , he texts and sometimes calls me to check up on me .

Instantly, I hear giggles and laughing from the outside of my dorm door . I stand up going more closer to it to hear more .

When I place my ear on the door slightly, i figure out some of the voices . It was Kyle and Jacob right on the outdoors talking about something. When I placed my ear closer I could hear their saying more carefully.

" bro you know that all of that means that she likes you right ?" I hear Kyle say

" Nah she just mad that I fucked her bestfriend " Jacob replies

" Yeah but what does it matter with her , you fucked them both at the same time at once "

BOTH AT THE SAME TIME ?

" It doesn't matter , chicks always think they are special. They can't seem to understand that when I show them attention that doesn't mean that I care , I'm just horny "

" You're cruel man , girls need love and care to stay "

" I'm not cruel I'm honest from the beginning , they just choose to get hurt by me , knowing that I basically don't care . I don't want any girl to stay , I'm not falling on the same trap twice "

What does he mean fall into the same trap twice ? What he was inlove or something ? I nearly burst out laughing only thinking about it . Jacob always had short affairs with women , but never one of them stayed enough for him to fall inlove with. I can't imagine a girl hurting Jacob , it was always the opposite from the beginning.

Suddenly I hear a knock on the door ,that making my head yank back . I try to step back a little, waiting a couple of seconds to not seem that I was already on the door spying on them like I did .

I go and grab the handle , twisting it open .

I come face to face with Kyle who is infront of me , Jacob being behind him on his phone .