I didn't even want to stay here anymore. The reds won . Jacob won. This motherfucker won.
I guess I must be happy that Kyle won because he is my friend.
I'm not angry because Aaron lost , but because I lost .
Jacob's an arrogant asshole , and today he proved to me that he can and he will win . But not in all things . Sometimes we win , sometimes we lose ,right ?
The red team shouts and the players jump on each other clearly getting caught up but the moment.
" This was so fun " Martha says exited
" Yeah it was " I say unable to hide my sour expressions
" You're sad because Aaron lost " she states
" Yep you can say that " I say my eyes still on the field
" Will you come with us later to the party or go with Aaron's team ?"
" I don't know yet " I stand up " let's go say congratulations to your boyfriend " I give her a smile
As we walk down the stairs to go to the field, I hear the cheerleaders scream from behind us . They start running up to the players jumping on them and kissing them on the cheeks or mouths .
" oh I hope none of this bitchies touch my man " Martha says frustrated
" I know they wouldn't dare " i reply playfully
Kyle leaves the big crowd and starts walking to our direction, a big smile on his face . Martha runs up on him Hugging him .
I smile at the view but not for long till I saw Jacob approaching us as well .
I have to come face to face with him when I know that I wasn't the one that actually lost from him , but it feels like it .
He has a smirk on his face and he Is looking me straight in the eyes , clearly knowing how I feel .
" It was a nice game huh ?" He asks rhetorically
" Yeah well done " i say tilting my eyes to Kyle Instead
" Thanks , you're coming with us right ?"
" Yeah probably " I shrug
" She might want to comfort her little boyfriend after that lost " Jacob says in arrogance
I roll my eyes at him and turn my gaze to Martha .
" Don't look at me " she smiles " you know what to do to make him feel better " she winks at me
Suddenly I feel my cheeks going red .
" ohhh yeah baby " Kyle says hugging Martha
" You guys are gross " i say laughing
I turn my eyes to Jacob who is looking at me with a cold piercing look on his face .
" Well we will stay here for another 20 minutes or so to have a shower and then go straight to the party so decide quickly " he says pushing Martha infront of him " chop chop " he slaps her butt while they move to the locker rooms .
Now that I'm alone with Jacob I feel more pissed of than before .
" What ?" I ask in a defensive tone as I still feel his gaze on me
" You're pissed off " he says more like a statement than a question
" I'm not " I nod " It was a game Jacob get over yourself " i scoff turning around in order to leave before I broke his nose
He grabs my arm and turns me back around.
" Is that all what you're going to do ? Give up so easily?" He tilts an eyebrow.
" What do you want me to do , Jacob ?" I say taking a step closer to him .
He takes one too and in reflex I take i deep breath through my nose .
His hair is sweaty and his face glistening, he should smell bad but he isn't. He smells manly and it drives me fucking crazy .
" What do I want you to do , princess?" He says smirking
He is driving me nuts . I never support violence, but when I'm near him I want to do the most unspeakable things to him . Whether it's to hurt him or .. please him . I just want to grab him by his shirt and hurt him like he did to me . I would never hit him , but I have a strange feeling inside me .His stupid smirk , his beautiful face and body or his smile . They all annoy me . But mostly I'm angry with my self for not being able to see him as the awful person that he is . I want to scream at his face every time he speaks to me , every time he makes fun of me or doubts me .
" I know what your doing and it's not working " I say pushing him back a little " you're not intimidating me " i state
" I'm not ? " he asks rhetorically placing his thumb and pointer finger on my chin , smiling down on me
I feel the warm touch under my lips , that making me swallow.
" N-no " i shutter looking him still in his eyes
" And why are your cheeks so red , Olivia ?" He asks now his eyes going dark
I feel my throat closing up and my stomach tightening.
" Fuck off" I grab his hand and slam it in his side
I start walking fast away from him , feeling more and more the warmth leave my face and my heart rate slowing down . I take a deep breath and close my eyes for a bit , collecting my thoughts.
I grab my phone to text Aaron . I must see how he is after all that .
To ; Aaron .
O- hey , where are you ? Everything's good ?
The text was immediately answered.
A- yeah sorry had to leave . I'm pretty fucked up rn but I will be better later . You're going to the Reds party ?
O- Yes I will . Don't worry I'm sure they will pick you for the finals , I mean you didn't do anything wrong the others messed up .
A- Ik . Anyways have fun . Text me later if you want . I really need to talk about that kiss .
O- Okay . See you later :)
I close my phone and put it back on my pocket.
I go straight to the benches and sit back . I will wait for them here , I don't want to exchange another word with Jacob . He has done enough. The audacity he has to stand infront of me speaking to me like this is way more than enough. He thinks that I'm so fragile and weak , but I'm not . Surely he is not as strong as he seems , he can't be . He wanted to see me brake , and he knows exactly were and when to push my buttons. I need to be more carefully with how I react to his behavior.
You want me to be this way Jacob. Till the day I die I will try to prove you wrong , till my legs can't deal with the burden of still waiting for you to be a better person .
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RomanceOlivia Miles is a young girl starting college in another town . Jacob Prier is her childhood long-time crush and 3 years older than her. She managed to keep her passion for him hidden for years. But what happens when the two of them go to the same...
