Forbidden from the start

chapter 36

Jacob's POV

The warm water droplets hit my skin , while my palms touch the cold tiles on this wall . My head is hanging from my neck and I keep my eyes closed to savor this wonderful feeling.

It's late and everyone left after practice, so I have a little peace for myself.

The locker rooms are quiet and dark , only the light of our common showers being strong enough for me to see here .

" Enjoying the peace that you stole from me ?" I hear an annoying voice from behind my back and I instantly brink my head up glancing on the white wall, sighting to myself

Aaron . That fucker again .

I close the running a water and take my blue towel that's hanging beside me to cover my body .

" What do you want " i say annoyed because he clearly destroyed my alone moment

I turn around while wrapping the towel on my waist , not even looking at him , instead I pass beside him to head at the lockers wishing that I was out of here already.

" I know what you're doing " he says being behind me

" And what is that " I ask opening my locker and sounding already bored

" Why do you want to steal her from me ? " he asks

I stop my movements and revolve my head , this time on his direction.

" Steal who ?" I ask arching an eyebrow

" Olivia " he spits and by his tightened fists he seems already angry at me

Olivia ? Me ?

" What the hell are you talking about " I ask turning and continuing snuffling through my stuff

" Did you fuck her ? " the idiot asks

" Nope " I shake my head

" But you want to " he states

" Why are you so sure that I want to fuck her ?" I ask infuriated

" Because I know who she is to you "

I freeze looking at him sideways

" Shut the fuck up " I say feeling my hands tightening

" Is she one of your conquests? Are you gonna fuck her , brake her heart and then dip or you're just too afraid of her brother to do so ?" he turns his head on the side while he starts to move closer to me

" Are you gonna pick a fucking chick over your friendship just like you did with me ?" he asks throwing me off guard

Aaron and I were good friends at the begging of my first year in college until he decided to sleep with one girl , Jessica . They were in fact a secret because she didn't want no one to know about her relationship with him . Don't know the reasons and I don't really care . The problem though is that I also didn't know about their thing and I happened to sleep with her . He didn't told me anything and nether did she . Aaron still blames me for their brake up.

" I didn't pick any chick , are you stupid " i wince my eyes at his words and when I finally find my boxers , I yank them out of the big pile of clothes

" Yes you did " he shakes his head " You just want to get her to like you so you can steal her from me "

" First of all , I don't want to get anyone to like me ." I say as I drop my towel on the floor, leaving me naked " Second of all , she is not yours " his eyes go straight on my cock

I smirk at the sight .

He always had this insecurity with his small ass dick . Mine is big enough to make him mad only because I have these genes . It's not bad that he has a small cock , but the fact that he doesn't know how to use it says it all .

Probably a reason why Jessica threw herself at me before even seeing me naked . It's the vibe you bring out , and this guy doesn't brink it out at all .

" Yet " he says as he brings his eyes to mine again

" She won't even kiss you with that attitude , not fuck you " I say smirking and reaching out for my jeans

" But she kissed me though " he says arrogantly and I feel my stomach tighten

She what ?

" She kissed you " I repeat more to myself thankfully not looking at him but inside my dark locker

" Yep , true passionate kiss with tongue and all " he says like it's a fucking praise

It's not .

" When " I ask genuinely confused but not letting it show

" When you were on the field and you claimed that you won ? She kissed me for "good luck " " he spits sounding like he wants me to get jealous

" Well good for you, you still didn't win tho " i say as I put my jeans on and take my shirt on my hands , closing the locker , and taking my backpack with me

As I was ready to pass him he extends his hand to stop me and when my bare chest touches his hand , I get the urge to bite it off .

" Her lips tasted so sweet , " he brings his head closer to my ear while having a big smirk on his lips " can't wait to find out how other parts of her taste like "

I feel my jaw tighten and I nudge his hand away as I pass him and spirt out of that room .

I can't believe that she kissed him . She doesn't have any taste at all ?

Images of them kissing and grabbing each other make my blood boil. Him pleasuring her make me go mad . He can't handle her . I know he can't.

I had to basically beg her to give me her lucky charm bracelet, that's actually mine , and he just got to kiss her ?

Fuck why Am I sounding like a jealous asshole?

Im not .

Why would I be jealous of them ?

As I pass through the hallway doors I find the one I'm looking for .

Maria's .

With the that anger I can do only two things ;

Kill somebody, or

Fuck someone's brains out .

A.N.

I don't think she can help you manage that anger J.
Merry Christmas xoxo.