Forbidden from the start

chapter 28

" What do you mean ?" Aaron says as he lets the bag off his shoulder fall on the ground

" Why would you grab me like that infront of him ? And why did you made that face that you made ? It was like you wanted to make it sound like we are gonna do more than just hang out " i explain

" What I can't touch you now ? Is that why you seem so angry ?" He says like I insulted him

" I didn't say that " I clarify

" You basically did "

" You know how I feel about him seeing me with guys " I continue " He is like a brother to me " I say looking sideways on the wall behind him

I immediately feel disgust fill my insides because of that word .

Brother.

You don't fucking cum on the thought of someone and then call him brother , Olivia .

" Yeah I bet he sees you that way too " he shakes his head ironically

" What do you mean by that " I ask

" Nothing. Can't we just drop it for tonight ? I wanted to see you not argue with you " he says as his face softens

He is right. It's not even ten minutes that I've seen him and I started a fight with him .

" Okey just please be more careful the next time "

" I will " he shakes his head while a smirk appears on his face

" What " I return the smile

" You're so bossy "

" I'm not " I shake my head

We sit on the couch as we talk for hours and hours .

-

" Hi " i hear Martha's voice

" Martha ?" I ask loudly from the inside of my bedroom

" Hey girl " I see her getting inside my room " What are you up to ?" She says referring to the books infront of me

" Nothing just studying a bit , you ?" I say as I fold some papers

" I was at Kyles and now I'm kinda sleepy so I came here to crash " she says as she places her body on my wall besides my desk

" You were at Kyles ?" I question

" Yeah why "

" Was Jacob with you ?" I don't know what possessed me to asked that

" Yes he was " she replies " I mean not in the same room that would be weird considering the things we did .." she makes a naughty look

" Yeah really weird " I chuckle

If Jacob knew where Kyle was why would he come here to find him ?

" Oh I didn't ask you about your trip , did he made your life a living hell as always?"

" Hell wouldn't even describe it " I sigh

" Start spilling the tea " she says as she passes behind me and sits on the chair in the corner on my room

" For starters Jacob was a hypocrite from the beginning. He seemed like he wanted to be friends or at least have better a relationship and he talked to my brother about Aaron " I start

" I mean that's not that bad "

" And he made him believe that I slept with him "

" Fuck that is bad " she makes a sorry face

" Yep , and my brother got furious. I had three of his friends eyeing me up and down for that like I was a slut " I say rolling my eyes

" Wait is your brother the type of man that believes that every girl that's having sex is a whore ?" She tilts an eyebrow

" Oh god no . " i shake my head " he just still sees me like a little girl " I justify

" Why ? Doesn't he know that you are grown and you have sex ? "

" If I did he would know . I'm a virgin anyway "

" Wait really? " she widens her eyes in disbelief

" Yes " I nod

"It's pretty normal . You seem like the romantic type to me "

" I do ? I don't know I guess I'm "

" Are you waiting for the right one ?"

" Yeah I always thought that I should wait for the right one . It feels more right to me" I shrug

" I agree with you , my first time was with Kyle "

" That's so sweet " I smile gently

" Has anyone crossed your mind? Someone who deserves you or you wanted so bad ?" She asks

One person crosses my mind everytime I ask myself this question.
Someone who doesn't deserve me .
Someone I wanted so bad .

" No " i lie

" Well its never too late or too soon " she clarifies "are you gonna visit home soon again ?"

" I don't know I probably will . I didn't get to see my parents anyway "

" Why "

" They're busy "

" That sucks "

" It really does " I shake my head

" Well tomorrow I have something interesting for you and me to do " she says as she rubs her palms together

" What " i says as I feel my lips curl up in reaction

" I haven't told anyone but I'm gonna get a tattoo "

" Really?" My face lights up at the thought

I've always liked tattoos. It's a form of expression, of art . Stories written on your body forever. Your stories .

I was never brave enough to have one tho.

" Yeah " she nods " Jacob is getting one too "

My smile fades a little as she mentions his name .

" Oh , right "

" But don't worry we won't be with them all the time " she waves her hand in the air " We could go to a party if you want afterwards "

" But we have lesson early in the other morning " i state

" No we don't , all teachers will go on a strike "

" I didn't know that " I frown

" Yep , shortcuts " she shrugs

Well at least I will have fun .

" What tattoo are you gonna get ?" I ask as I stand up from the table

" A small butterfly underneath my elbow " she says exited while pointing the place she refers to

" That's nice " I smile to myself as I put some of my books on the small Woden library just besides my office

" Are you gonna get one "

" No way " I nod chuckling

" Why not " she asks furrowing her brows

I take a moment before I can reply ;

" Let's say I'm afraid of needles " I shrug

But I'm not afraid of them .
I wish needles were what I'm afraid of.