Jacob's POV
My eyes are closed. For the first time in a while I get to have some peace for myself, for my mind. I don't feel tired or rushed, just calm. The silence in my room keeping me feeling safe and cozy, my body warm in those wonderful cotton sheets.
" Jacob?" I hear a soft voice, almost coming from the back of my mind, as if I was starting to drift into sleep.
I open my eyes slowly, but I don't feel tired for doing so. I stare at the ceiling, the dim lights of the moon falling on the white wall above my head. I blink my eyes, my eyesight becoming more clear.
" Jacooob" The voice calls again, and I can sense a little smile on her lips
I revolve my head sideways, seeing a figure standing on my half closed door, peaking through it. I stare for a bit, confused. My muscles relax when she enters the room gracefully.
" What are you doing here ?" I question her, my tone neutral
She closes the door behind her and walks toward me, and I can see that she's wearing my shirt. My shirt and nothing more.
" I wanted to see you " she says, the lighting falling on the half of her beautiful face
" You missed me this much?" I smirk standing a bit more up on the bed frame
" I can't sleep without you, Jacob " she complains in an angelic voice
She stands beside me on the bed, and before I know it she passes her left knee on my one side and the right on the other, climbing on me.
" What are you doing?" I ask nearly whispering
" I missed you so much " she says low, her hands finding my chest
" I think about you all the time, what have you done to me?" I complain
" You're all I can think of, and I know you don't feel the same "
I exhale and turn my head on the other side, I can't agree while I'm staring in her eyes. I can't lie.
" Look at me " she slightly commands, her hands cupping my jaw gently and bringing my eyes upon with her stare " Is it my fault that you can't love me?"
Only if you knew.
My lips curl inside my mouth, my eyes shut for only just one bit.
" Olivia, I'm such a loser. I don't deserve any of you. You're so beautiful and perfect. How can I even take you in my hands without braking you?"
" You have me in your hands now" she says in a serene tone
My eyes fall down on her body ,finally feeling her parts on mine. Her hands find mine as she cups them, bringing them up to touch her breasts. I try to fight back, to put my morals first, but I can't this time. This time I just ignore my must do's. I feel her hard nipples on the tip of my fingers, and I grab her breasts slowly but roughly. Her head falls back as she breaths out, leaving me with a mouth hanging open. I shift in my place, my cock feeling everything on it's tip, as she moves upon me in circles.
" Jacob " she pleaded, her hand moving my hand to go more down on her body , I take a sharp breath and follow the path that she leads as my eyes are stuck on my hand
I quickly stand up straight and wrap my free hand around her whole body, sticking her on me. Our faces inches apart, the irresistible want to kiss her burns my lips.
" I will do anything you want " i nod my head, my hand guided on the side of her waist, only to discover that she's wearing no underwear
I grab her hip and my hand doesn't even ask me before it slips and touches her pussy. I groan, my hand getting wet by the part. She clenches herself on my body, her hands tightening around me.
" Oh, my goodness " she moans and I bite my lip hard in order to keep quiet
" Perfect " i breath out , my hand rubbing her
" You love me, don't you " she smiles sadistically making me smile back
" Since forever " I admit eventually, the burden falling off my back
" I know it, I know it when I look into your eyes"
" I only look at you the way I do" I admit again, not feeling a bit ashamed of my words
" I just wanted-" she starts but suddenly stops, her smile fading away while she looks me deeply in my eyes " I just wanted to let you know-, Agh!" she suddenly hisses
" Hey, look at me " i cup her cheek when her look falls down " What's going on?" I question
" Jacob " she warns, her eyes not looking at me this time, but between us
I bring my other hand up and try to cup her other cheek,but then , even with that little bit of lightning, I see blood on my hand.
I quickly glance down, my eyes widening by the sight in front of me; all my lap, stomach, bed is covered in blood, blood thats coming from a wound on her thigh .
Exactly where Mike's was.
" Everything's gonna be fine, you hear me?" I say, my voice trembling
She shakes her head, and looks at me with fear into her eyes. My heart aches and my stomach turns.
" Don't look, don't you dare look " I warn " Only me, look at me" i point out
" Why would you do this to me?" She asks and I scrunch my eyebrows in question
" I didn't do this " I denied
" It's your fault " she cries out, her face becoming pale as ice
" I'm gonna press the wound, grab my hand if you can't take the pain" i command, ignoring her statement
" Look at me" she whispers sadly, her ice cold hand brings my jaw up to meet her eyes " You did this " she repeats and I feel my eyes sting
" I would never do that to you, you're the love of my life " I admit, feeling a tear drop down to my cheek
" Its too late " her smile is gentle, her hands caress my cheek, whipping the tear of my face . Her face fades, the smile drops and her eyes become heavy
" Don't you dare close your eyes at me " i beg, my hands coverings her back, keeping her head straight as I see that she looses balance
Her eyes close, her whole body falls on my hug and I feel her last breath hitting my neck. I tighten my arms around her and let out a scream, the hairs on my body standing up when I hear my despairing voice.
" Olivia.." I call, my eyes blurred from the heavy tears " Olivia!" I shake her, but she doesn't react
"Olivia!"
I gasp, snapping my eyes open.
I feel the hard mattress on my back , my whole body cold and sweaty , feeling exposed to the crisp atmosphere. The ceiling is not as I remember it was seconds ago. The wall is dark and I feel a uncomfortable emptiness on my body. I catch my breath and rub my eyes, my body standing up as I search for her beside me, but she is nowhere to be seen.
It was a nightmare.
There are things that can't be taken back. I'm gonna close my eyes and feel the same guilt again. Mike won't hear a word from me about what happened with Olivia, and I'm sure she doesn't want to tell him either. I will start by fixing what needs to be fixed.Or if I'm being more careful with my words;
Brake what needs to be broken.
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RomanceOlivia Miles is a young girl starting college in another town . Jacob Prier is her childhood long-time crush and 3 years older than her. She managed to keep her passion for him hidden for years. But what happens when the two of them go to the same...
