Forbidden from the start

chapter 33

Jacob's POV

Adrenaline. The wrong kind.

Maybe fear ? Anxiety?

Whatever the feeling is , it must stop .

Seeing this dude come up on her made wanna rip his head off and shove it down his ass.

It wasn't her fault . I know it wasn't.

It's a rule of our collage to stay humble with the other collages . It's no joke . There are drugs and money involved . It's not just colleges having fun and doing some soft drugs. And Olivia can't know the whole truth .

Olivia was the lucky one that became the target .

Nico and I have a back story . I know I'm not the most likable guy but he is on another level . He has many enemies and I happen to be one of them . He is so competitive in his life as he is on his team . We are both captains of our college teams . I've had to deal with him so many times in the past that now I know his moves .

That's what worries me .

It's not just that she talked back at him , but the fact that she even talked to him to make him notice her . I saw the way he looked at her . Like a fucking meal . And it's a matter of time that he finds her . He drools over these kind of girls ; the innocent ones , the ones who can't fight back enough and the enemie's chicks .

The fact that he thinks that she is my girl it's a bad thing . He will try to do something just to irritate me . The fact that I broke his nose doesn't make it any better too . I couldn't just stand there while he humiliated her and talked this filthy . I don't regret nothing though. I will do it again if I must and if he thinks that he has any power over me and tries to harm her , he's a dead man already.

I'm I sure that he is going to hurt her ? No .

I'm I going to risk it ?

Fucking never .

There are known for their "pranks" him and his friends .

I don't even want to imagine what would they want to do to her . Niko and his crew. They all a bunch of assholes who's living with daddy's money and think that the world owes them . They have everyone wrapped around their finger, including me .  Nikos dad is a cop , unfortunately my stupid friends sell a lot of weed and coke to them so we're all fucked if we give them in for the things they do . They have too much on us .

On me .

When I started collage I needed the money and yes , I fell on the trap to sell drugs . It's not that my family doesn't have money, they really do . It's my father who didn't let me have have any of it . Since he passed away I got the chance to take all his money and property, including my car that was my grandfathers . I loved my grandpa but god wanted to take him from me soon . Me being left alone with my mom , i had to take responsibility and leave this crap if selling coke and weed . My only mistake is that I sold Niko coke . I didn't know that he's a fucking snake who likes stabbing people .

I made a mistake and now someone else may pay the consequences.

Olivia sits beside me quietly. We haven't spoken since her panic attack.

I spoke to her so bad that it made her go crazy . I yelled at her . I fucking yelled at her and her face was scrunched up from the shame . I was afraid that's why I acted the way I did .

When she calmed down I caught myself liking the way she fitted in my arms and how I managed to make her feel safe .

This is something I can't destroy.