Always Mine [unedited]

CHAPTER 22 - CONFESSION

"Ah, nakakatamad."

I leaned my back against the backrest. I am currently sitting on the swivel chair while reviewing my notes.

I frowned as I looked at the papers in front of me. I've been reading for a while but nothing comes to my mind.

Hanggang sa tinamad na ako.Wala rin naman kasi ako ma-gets. Sumasakit lang 'yung ulo ko.

Hindi ko alam kung ano 'yung problema pero wala talaga ako sa sarili ngayon. Parang lutang lang.

Hindi ako naka drugs pero 'yung isip ko lumilipad sa kung saan saan.

Ako'y sabog na, ah...

I looked at my cellphone that was on top of the books I was going to read but didn't finish because I didn't finish even one case.

I opened my cell phone and saw that it was eight o'clock in the evening. Kaninang ala sais pa ako nandito sa room para magreview pero humantong lang sa wala.

Binuksan ko na lang 'yung data para makapasok sa instagram.Dito talaga ako tumatambay kapag walang magawa.

I was busy scrolling down and sometimes wishing happy birthday to those who pass through my newsfeed even I don't know them.

Wala kasi akong kachat kaya wala ako magawa sa buhay.

Pain.

I stopped scrolling when I saw Marky's picture that was posted three minutes ago, but even so, there are already many likes and comments.

Nagpalitan na rin pala kami ng ig accounts. Hindi ko alam kung para saan kasi hindi rin naman kami nag l-late night talks sa tanghali.

I hearted and commented on his post. Nagtype ako ng "ang pogi mo lodi!".

Well, ang pogi naman kasi talaga niya lalo na't nakasuot siya ng formal attire. Mukhang may pinuntahang event.

I continued scrolling but was interrupted by someone notifying me. I tapped the notification sign.

Nagreply lang pala si Marky.

Fabiana_

ang pogi mo lodi!

Itz_marky

@Fabiana_ ako lang to,fab.

Napatawa ako ng mahina. Ang hangin din pala nito,'no.

Fabiana_

@Itz_marky ang lakas ng bagyong marky. Sa sobrang lakas tinatangay na ako.

Itz_marky

Really? Sana tangayin ka papunta sa akin:)

Napairap ako nang mabasa 'yung reply niya. Pansin ko rin na madalas na siyang bumanat ng mga corny jokes. Siguro kapag crush ko si Marky ay baka kiligin pa ako pero hindi! Imbis na kiligin ay natatawa ako, e.

I didn't answer him, instead I just turned off the data and put the cellphone on the table. It's also a bit boring to scroll even when I'm not doing anything ay napapagod ako.

Napahawak ako sa tiyan nang biglang tumunog 'yon.I remembered that I hadn't eaten dinner yet.

And since I was too lazy to cook, I went to the closet to get a hoodie and put it on. I took the key and left the unit. I immediately went to the parking lot and entered the car.

Sa labas na lang ako kakain.

Habang bumabiyahe ay I looked around. I don't know where to eat. Madalas kasi talaga na magluto ako. Iwas gastos din.

I stopped at a restaurant I passed. They seem to have good food here. I immediately parked the car in the parking lot and immediately got out to walk to the restaurant.