Always Mine [unedited]

CHAPTER 10 - GUILT

I was busy walking down the hallway to get to our room, our first subject.

Her subject.

It was two weeks ago when I last spoke to her.

Well, we were still talking in the room as a teacher and student. I answered her when she asked me questions but when we were out of the room, hindi kami nagpapansinan.

Kasi..bakit naman kami magpapansinan,'di ba?

But I still don't forget to greet her when our paths crossed just out of respect. She said the last time we talked at the party, she's my professor so, I acted being her student, then.

Pero nalulungkot din ako kasi medyo kahit papaano naman ay may pinagsamahan kami.

I mean, kahit ilang araw lang 'yun ay tinuring ko pa rin siyang kaibigan.I don't know if she treated me as her friend too.

Atsaka, mukha naman kasing ayaw niya ako kausapin. Seriously, parang napipilitan pa nga siya na tawagin ako sa mga recitations but because she's a professional that shouldn't be accompanied by personal issues at work, she still calls me.

Ayaw niya akong kausapin kaya bakit ko naman ipagpipilitan 'yung sarili sa kaniya? Ano siya? Gold?

When I got close to the door, I suddenly stopped and stood in front of it. There was a goddess walking towards me.

I blinked because man, she was also staring at my two eyes!

Bakit ba kasi ang ganda niya?

I wasn't perceving that I started to checked her out. She was just wearing a black longsleeve and a pair of grey slacks also, she was wearing a three inches red heels.

"Good morning, attorney Fleur."

Palakpakan n'yo ako kasi natauhan ako agad. Akala ko matutulala nanaman ako sa kagandahang taglay niya.Gosh, iwas pahiya rin 'yon.

"Morning."She just casually replied.

She stopped in front of me where the door was just on our side.

I stepped back to open the door, when I opened it, I looked at her indicating that she should enter first. She got it right away so, she continued walking or I must say rumarampa.

I'm still not really used to her walking like a model there.

At hindi pa rin natatanggal ang epekto niya sa akin. Sa tingin ko nga ay mas tumatagal ay mas lalong lumalala.

Just like before, when I saw her, my heart beat faster. I feel mixed emotions that I don't understand but all I know is... mabigat, mabigat sa dibdib.

What did she do to me?

"Tulala ka nanaman!"

Napayuko ako nang may biglang bumatok ng malakas sa akin. Pakinengsheyt, masakit 'yun!

"The fudge!? Problema mo?!"Naiiritang tanong ko kay Tiffany.

Siya lang naman ang bumabatok sa akin ng gano'n.

Doon ko lang din namalayan na nasa cafeteria na kaming apat at 'yung pagkain na inorder ko kanina ay hindi pa nagagalaw.

"Ang lalim kasi ng iniisip mo! Halos malunod na nga kami!"Si Tiffany habang ngumunguya. This girl is really disgusting. Nakabuka kasi ang bibig niya habang ngumunguya at paminsan minsan ay nagsasalita siya habang may pagkain sa loob ng bibig."Halos araw araw ka ng ganiyan."

Araw araw? So napapansin pala nila? Hindi ko kasi namamalayan na napapatulala na lang ako.

I don't know but there's just so much running through my mind these past few days and it's all because of one person.