Chapter 22- Confusing Feelings

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As his seed erupted inside me, filling me completely as it had once before, my nails dug into his chest. The pain that the heat had given me began to disappear as I slowly was brought back to normal. I collapsed onto Jotaro, panting like I'd run a hundred miles. He, too, was drained and exhausted from the wild ride we'd just taken.

I wondered if he had heard the words I yelled in the heat of the moment. I hoped he hadn't. If he had... would he stay away? Would he make sure I fall out of love with him?

"Y/n," He suddenly said. I jerked up, with a large, nervous smile.

"Yes?!"

"Did you mean it?" He asked.

I felt his hand slowly sliding down my back lazily. Perhaps it would fall down to his side if I said yes. Maybe it would never hold me like it did if I said yes.

But... could I lie?

I looked away from him shamefully.

"Y/n." His voice was strong, almost demanding an answer. "Is it true?"

"Why... would you want to know the answer when you're always telling me not to confuse it with love?" I asked, my heart beginning to ache.

Jotaro was still inside me. He hadn't abandoned me yet. So... I needed to tell him the truth.

"It's true," I confessed. "What I said is true."

He was silent.

"So?" I grumbled. "Will you punish me? Will you leave me forever?"

"Don't be absurd," He sighed. "Good grief, Y/n."

Good grief?

Good grief?!

I felt angry tears fill my eyes painfully. Was that it? After everything, was I truly the only one who'd felt anything?

"Y-You know, Jotaro," I began, my voice breaking. "I'm really scared. You don't need me. You don't need anybody... but... without you, I'd be nothing. I'd be a corpse buried beneath a tomb that no one would visit. I'd be burning in hell because of this slutty body of mine! So-!"

Suddenly, Jotaro pulled me to him. My head landed on his chest, and a warm, secure feeling should have found me as it always did, but it didn't. I felt cold and fearful. I was so scared of what would become of me without this Alpha.

He then spoke in a low, calming voice. "I wouldn't let that happen," He said. "Just as you've said, I don't need anyone, so I have no problem keeping you around."

I buried my face deeper into his chest, more tears building up in my eyes. "Someone like you... Can someone like you feel love?" I asked.

He sighed. "Who knows?"

His hold on me grew tighter, and I found myself wishing that I knew what he was truly thinking. Perhaps it was just that. Perhaps he held no feelings for me at all, but... I didn't want to believe it.

"Jotaro." I looked up at him tiredly. "Can we... you know... separate now?"

He seemed to only then realize that he was indeed still inside me and chuckled quietly. "It feels nice inside," He admitted. "I'll stay here for a few more minutes."

I sunk back into his warmth with a huff. It was clear that I didn't need to know his thoughts to understand his feelings. He told them quite bluntly.

But... As I closed my eyes, I couldn't help but notice the smallest hint of something in his scent. What was normally seductive and sweet turned to that of... how should I describe it. Like taking a bath after a long day. Like meeting an old friend after being apart for much too long. Was this feeling...

...happiness?

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