Accidentally Stuck With Him | Jotaro X Reader Omegaverse

Chapter 35- Broken Heart

"What?" My voice broke and my eyes watered, but I wasn't sad. No, of course, I wasn't. I was thrilled. So... why were tears streaming down my cheeks? Why did his touch feel so cold to me so suddenly?

"I think..." He mumbled. "I've come to love you."

"Since when?" My voice trembled. He sounded so calm and collected. Like saying these words was the easiest thing in the world. But for me... saying these words caused me so much heartbreak. Because of him.

"Now that I think about it... I've probably felt this way for a while now," He said.

I pushed against his chest, my heart aching just as it did before. I wasn't thrilled. I was hurt.

I quickly climbed out of bed and walked out of the room. He didn't say anything as I left, and neither did I. I needed to be alone, or I'd probably yell at him. Of course, yelling at him would do him no damage, and that would anger me even more.

"Damn it..." I whispered, my hands covering my flooded eyes and wiping the tears away sloppily. "Damn it all... Shouldn't I be happy? I've gotten what I want," I told myself. "Shouldn't I accept his feelings and live happily with him?"

I whimpered as I sat down against the kitchen counter, my knees curled into my chest. "Shouldn't I just love him forever now?"

-

"An Alpha could never love you," My mother scoffed, rolling her eyes at the thought. Her words echoed in my mind, even to that day. "A slut like you will never be worth more than dirt," She spat, grabbing my chin angrily while glaring into my eyes. "You'll only be loved by your father and me. You should be grateful we haven't thrown you away!"

"But," I began. "What if I fall in love instead?" I'd never talked back to my mother before, but I was just curious. After all, she seemed to be right about most things.

He looked at me like I was demented. "You want to love? Get over yourself. The only thing you'll ever love is a cock."

-

As I sat, silently crying on the floor of an unfamiliar apartment, I knew she was right. Who was I kidding? I couldn't love him. I was a slutty Omega, after all.

I walked out the front door as quietly as I could and left the building with my head down. I'd fixed my pajamas, and I'd straightened my hair a bit so I didn't look completely insane, but I doubted I looked any better than before.

I wouldn't be gone for long. After all, I still had to return and marry him. I still had to give birth to his child. But I wouldn't love him. Mother, it turned out, was always right.

"Y/n-Chan?!" Sasaki's voice suddenly called out. I looked around, but she was nowhere to be seen. "Up here!" She called out again. I looked up to a balcony to see Sasaki waving down at me.

"Sasaki?" I quietly questioned, wondering if I was dreaming or not. I felt tears begin to flood my eyes once again, but I didn't let them fall. "Sasaki," I whimpered.

"Hold on! I'll be right down!"

Soon, she was standing in front of me, her hand on my shoulder in a comforting way as I told her why I was standing outside in the middle of the night.

"That bastard," She cursed, gritting her teeth in anger.

"No, Sasaki, it's my fault." I shook my head. "Jotaro, he's so kind to me, and I thought I loved him, but..."

"But, what? Did he do something to you?" She titled her head to see my face but was still too tall.

I shook my head again. "It's me, Sasaki. It's because I'm nothing more than a slut."

Sasaki gasped, and her brows scrunched together. "Who the hell told you that?!" She nearly screamed. I looked up at her with tearful eyes. "Was it Jotaro?!"

"No!" I cried out, shaking my head again. My lips trembled as I tried to speak again. I knew I would cry. I knew I would break if I kept going. But I would break all the same if I kept it inside. "Mother did. But she's always right!"

Sasaki looked stunned. Her eyes were wide and confused, but I didn't pay them any mind. Of course, she wouldn't understand. She never really did.

"I'll never be able to love him or anyone else!" A tear slipped down my cheek. "I wish I didn't have this lustful body. I wish I could be just like you and fall in love with the perfect guy! I wish I could love Jotaro! I wish-!"

Suddenly, Sasaki pulled me to her and embraced me tightly. I heard her sniff lightly, a tear dropping to my shoulder as she spoke. "You don't have to wish, Y/n," She said, her voice trembling as much as mine. "This body of yours isn't what defines you. You define yourself." She held me tighter as I whimpered. "You don't have to wish to love Jotaro. I can tell you already do," She smiled.

"Really?" I asked, my voice small and exhausted.

She nodded. "Really."

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