Chapter 23- My Hellish Past

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"We must discuss our post-marriage arrangements," Jotaro suddenly said as I entered his office, locking the door behind me as per his request. I nodded. It was an important topic that would require much thought from both of us, and I was finally prepared for this conversation.

"You will reside in my apartment and will be restricted from coming to work until my child is born." His voice was firm as though there was no room for negotiation. Perhaps there was none.

"W-Wait," I said, waving my hands in confusion. "That can't be. What will I do? Work is all I have."

"You have no hobbies?"

I thought for a moment. It might have sounded quite stereotypical, but I enjoyed cooking and making things spotless. I told him this with a small giggle escaping. "My mother was quite the opposite. She hated cleaning and wondered where I'd gotten my passion for it from. She said I would find a wonderful husband one day with my hobbies that suited a housewife." As I continued, half-aware that I was talking aloud, my voice grew quieter. "Though... when she found out I'd become an Omega, she never said such a thing again."

"Why is that?" He asked, seeming to be interested in my babbling. His head was rested on his hand in a relaxed manner. I looked away from him as I answered his question.

"She was an Alpha with great expectations for her child. None of those great expectations included my being an Omega. She said..." I hesitated, looking at him for some reassurance before continuing. He gave me none, but his eyes locked with mine in a way that reminded me that he was there. That he was listening.

"She said an Omega could be no housewife," I mumbled. "She said, as an Omega, all I could do was embrace the slutty body that God had given me. She said I might as well find an Alpha with the biggest d-dick and have them mate with me. That way... um... That way-" I felt hot, burning tears flood my eyes as I remembered. "That way I could live my life as an Omega to the fullest."

Jotaro didn't move as the first tear slipped down my cheek. He stared at me blankly, his eyes unreadable as we sat in silence.

"Ah," I laughed nervously, wiping my eyes dry. "Sorry, Mr. Kujo. I got carried away. Please, let's continue with our previous discussion."

He opened his mouth slowly, sitting back in his chair with a huff. "Your mom sounds like an asshole," He suddenly said. I couldn't help but laugh. He wasn't wrong. "What of your father?"

The small smile that had formed on my face disappeared immediately. "My father... was also an Alpha. His pride wasn't as large and consuming as my mother's, but he was still ashamed to have an Omega as a daughter. He ignored me for most of my younger years, but as I packed to leave for college, he approached me with one thing to say." I stopped, still unsure if I should tell him everything. It was so painful to remember, but it also felt nice to tell him. Like he was taking my past and carrying the weight of it with me.

"He told me to give up. I had always dreamed of working here. This foundation and its research... I found it all to be so fascinating. But he told me an Omega would never make it to such a wondrous place. He said my mother was right. He said... all I could ever be was a slut."

I closed my eyes, taking a deep breath. "And I believed him." My voice broke into a small sob. I knew I would soon crumble into a puddle of tears, but I still continued. "But I went to college anyway... and there I met you, sir. I've never told you or anyone this, but you might have been my true reason for continuing. If it hadn't been for your dedication, I might not have made it here."

"If you hadn't had that motivation, Y/n, you would be able to live a free life," He reminded. "If you hadn't come here, you wouldn't be bound to me."

I nodded, a small smile on my face. "I know, but I can't bring myself to hate this path. Everything I've done. Everyone I've met. Even you, sir, that I've fallen in love with so quickly. I'm so very glad I found that motivation."

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