...for the Sanos

chapter 6

This, what is happened. How can this be possible and how did even this happen. Why, why now when he is still young and seeks for warm homely love. His heart is beating fast, he can't even run the pace he is been running today. From the school to the streets, on his way to his beloved home which...which he can say isn't at all anymore. Please be safe, please be safe. He wants his mama safe, he wants to be in his safe place, he wants to make sure everything's alright. He doesn't care about the roof where he spent his sweet sugary memories, but he care about the arms that all this while made him be strong, be safe and be the person that he is today. He is warm and caring, just like her. He is sugary sweet when he loves, just like her. He is so excited for the every loving moment he will spend with someone, just like her. He has adapted what his mother is, a woman who isn't just a beautiful looking figure living a normal life in this world, but also a women who is his most precious jewel. Takemichi loves his mother so much. What if he loves his girlfriends food more, his mama is still his first love. Therefore he is just hoping her to not be there in that place, he is hoping her to be safe so that when he reaches to the area, he can think of no one and just jump on his sweet mama and sleep into the lady's arms, hugging her tight.

Takemichi misses his mother already? No, yeah he did but he never went running out of the school just when the desire to see his mother's face kicks in his heart. But this time it is different. Takemichi ears felt numb, the imaginary echoeing shrill of the voice kept on ringing in his head. He couldn't believe what his teacher just spoke to him. He wanted to brush this off as a slice of life joke, but how could he. Why would a teacher really find it amusing to joke about someone house has completed been set on fire and is nearly burning down. Is takemichi supposed to laugh about it now? Is he supposed to talk back to his teacher who had started to treats him like her own child in class today? One of his neighbour called and informed the school about this and the news fired up in an instant. Takemichi did not care about the people talking behind his back, he did not care that he just left Hina, shutting the lady off harshly who tried to confront him. All takemichi could feel his legs moving, the numbness was so much that he couldn't realise that he was actually running not caring about anything in the world. He wants his mama safe, but his dad, his dad, a strong man he looks forward to becoming like one who would love his family and support his spouse like it's the only people he loves in this world sincerely. His father, should be there, he wants to see em both, even though he knows his dad might have left for work long back but he still urges to see the man, he wants to atleast call his father when he reaches the location no matter even if he wouldn't be even in the state to talk.

"Mama! NO! MAMA!...MAMA!"
Takemichi stopped on his step for sometime shouting out loud, so that his mother would be able to hear his emotional voice and come running to him, and hug him and tell him that everything is okay. But, no, she did not come. Thinking that the crowd gathered was more, so it was difficult hearing, takemichi called out to his mother again and this time as loud that he could let his voice crack in a weird manner. Be he didn't care at it and the weird looks he got from the people, he just called out to his mother with the hope that the lady would just...once come...and hug him tight like theres no other. But, it hurt, it's hurting to see no woman run to him but the other ladies confronting him which he did not want for now.

Takemichi started crying, he sniffled as he rushed in the crowd to the open space of the sealed area. His house really had burned down completely, his blue orbs could see the displayed the scene of a ragged grey scenario, pity to see and bitter to look at. But what takemichi saw was how his memories had all melted down in this house like it was a infinite candle lit in before the incident. The bloominess that would crep up on takemichi face when the boy would stare at the sweet and small exterior of his house, it was so difficult to find it now.

Takemichi rushed himself further but was stopped by one of the men in the group wearing some sought of florecent uniform and was locked into the arms of the unknown. Takemichi struggled, he wanted to get free to see where his parent is but all he could feel was being turned around and made stand straight, forcefully asked to stay on the spot in the result to hear clearly what the older was going to say.
"Listen to me boy...this might be your house right?...for now, let me tell you this...and you need to know this even if you won't or would never want to belive me...we found two bodies, a male and a female, they seem in their close fifties...with this, i can only say that...they are your parents..."
Takemichi stiffened at the word parents, not just one person, but isn't his dad supposed to be in the office? Why is both...why. Takemichi was about to break down, but before he could, he shouted back at the men that he was lying, who showed weird amusement for a while but soon acted showing pity towards the boy looking so vulnerable in his palms. Takemichi looked painful, he still isn't ready to accept all this. Why is this to happen to him, why did this happen to him, is god really there? Why did he not save his own happiness when he recieved so much from the later. Takemichi thoughts were broken, his heart was aching as if it was tearing apart. The thought that he will never be able to see his mother and father again, never in this life, he wanted to give up, he wanted to die. He had no meaning, he wanted to go to where his parents were. Takemichi wobbled down to the ground as he cried bitterly not even taking a glance and everything that's happening infront of him. He had no life, the people he loves the most in his life were gone leaving him completely hopeless. Takemichi was shivering, terrified at the thought of never having the living warmth hug him good night and the soft lips hum him sweet dreams, just he was thinking bout it when he remembered about something, a blurry vision of the girl and could hear his name being called out in a soft voice. The voice is shrill as it's screaming, calling out to him, takemichi is completely broken but he does know that hinata is here. But he doesn't want her to see him, though his heart craves for her comforting hug and low assuring whispers. Instead of getting up from his crotching position, he kept himself fixed like that, all afraid to see hinata look at him with pity, in a dreadful state. Takemichi wanted hinata to see him as a strong man like the way his mother saw his father, but looking at the present, is he really capable of being the strong man for someone he only had other than his parents which he actually isnt? 

Hinata ran to takemichi, seeing boy in a miserable state, shattered her hearts to million pieces. She did not see the crowd and even if she did, this was somthing that did not matter to those who never treated takemichi right. The neighborhood takemichi lived in was ignorant, the people around never treated the boy nor his family right. They always ignored them as if they were pests, but that was definately not because te hanagaki family itself wasnt pleasant. That's definately not the truth, the hanagaki family was the most lovable family in that society area, they were acknowledged by a lot of people who happen to come around for a visit and this was what threw the rest of the households into ignorance. They hated the fact of how happy the family was, they were jealous of how much the people living in the house loved each other and when hinata saw this, she figured out all of this.

The girl bent down to wrap her arms around takemichi when her arm was suddenly pulled back by a tight and disturbing grip. The brunette turned around to see the figure who just dared to let her not touch her lover.

"Mikey..."