Eunomia

Chapter 46 "Was it that hard?"

~Sebastian~

Last night, when Lizbeth left my house, I didn't want to come inside. When she left my room in a hurry I went and follow her as soon as my brain processed the information, during the minute I spent looking for my jacket I got a sneak peek of the lecture Leoni will give me when I entered the house again so I didn't want to. Finally, after spending more time than I should under the rain, I closed the door of the house with me inside. Leoni didn't stop screaming, she kept telling shits like I better didn't dare to touch that human again, that she would end me if I ended her. Normally she didn't get so angry when I brought a girl home but that night was different, that girl was...

Like Leoni didn't lower her tone I didn't do it either, she screamed at me that I was selfish and that I only thought about myself, that I didn't see that the mess I made wasn't just my business because it affected the three of us. I shut up hundreds of replies, I just kept repeating the same thing a over again, 'You don't understand'. At first I thought I was lying, but it turned out that there was more truth in my words than I imagined. I was right, she didn't understand... but neither did I.

The next day, while I walked towards her friend for asking her if she knew where Lizbeth was, I wondered why didn't I bite her yesterday. Nobody could deny that I died to taste her blood so the answer to my question came easily. It wasn't the right moment, she hasn't fall for me, not as much I wanted at least. Why stop the game now when I was so close to success?

Olive didn't like me, so it took me a lot to get her to tell me that Lizbeth was working. That surprised me, my black sheep didn't use to skip school for work.

Fifteen minutes later I was at The Camille's, with Lizbeth picking up from the floor some coins to my feet. I bent down to pick up a coin she hadn't seen and handed it to her, she didn't seem happy to see me when I looked at her in the eyes for first time since I entered the restaurant.

"What are you doing here? Did you follow me?" She said more like demanding an answer.

"I came to see you." I smiled at her though she didn't smiled me back.

I saw something in her mind... a memory maybe? She and someone else... I couldn't see any further, Lizbeth shook her head to send that memory where it had come from and I didn't ask.

"Leave." She ordered me moving around the restaurant, I followed her. Why was she suddenly mad?

"Stop ignoring me, I want to talk. How have you come? I drive you." I offered myself, a little annoyed for chasing her around the restaurant without her stopping running away from me.

Lizbeth finally stopped and turned around. We stood next to the cash register, we had circled the restaurant.

"We have just kissed once, what do you need to talk about? Anyway I came walking, I don't need you." She complained about my insistence.

The truth is that I hadn't slept last night thinking about that kiss, if you could call it that because I used to call it like more than 'kissing'. I had relived last night in a thousand ways in my mind, the exact moment I kissed her and everything that came afterwards...

No mattered how much I thought about it I couldn't explain why I kissed her, I didn't regret it, that for sure, but I couldn't find an explanation that worked for me. Because 'The dim light in the room made me want to get closer so I didn't lose of sight the blue of her eyes' or 'I found the giggle she let out when she listened to the first chords of Mr. Blue Sky adorable' didn't work.

"I have also just masturbate you once." I counterattack. Lizbeth almost killed me with the look she gave me when those words left my mouth but I didn't regret it... just like I knew she didn't regret other things that came out from her mouth last night.