Eunomia

Chapter 56 "Game over"

~Sebastian~

I barely slept two hours last night, I didn't need to sleep more, I was busy staring at her. Analyzing every inch of her body while she slept though most of it was covered with the sheets. Lizbeth fell asleep on my chest, and during all the hours I spent awake and she asleep I stare at her beautiful face, wishing I could get into her mind and see what she was dreaming, also wishing to see what she thought. I had very clear what I thought about her, I loved her. I also liked to shut her moans with kisses, made her arch her back, caress her everywhere, lick her lips, her neck... All that was more than fine but I knew I have loved her before I did any of those things for first time.

Her light blinded me and I end up falling... falling in love with her in a way I knew it wasn't human.

Since I died I have known that vampirism improved feelings, I could tell you that it makes sex better but I literally died a virgen. I remember once that Leoni and I were talking about first times in general and she asked me how was my first time. I joked around saying that for me her name was food, 'Delicious food that satisfied me in many ways.' were my words. I never cared about that shit of the first time because it was a human thing but this first time...

While I kissed Lizbeth with all the crave I have saved inside I wished I was 17... I wished I was human and not feel the urge to bite her whenever I kissed her. That was the effect she had on me, the black sheep made me want to be alive.

I was still lost in her and I couldn't stop thinking. My mind didn't stop thinking about how would things be if I had been born the same year as her, if I lived in a house like hers, with my family, with Jupiter. We would have met in the school and everything would have been... normal.

Why did I suddenly have a craving for normality?

Maybe because then you wouldn't have to explain her the diet you follow, a voice in my head remembered me.

Or maybe because you don't want her to hate you when she finds out the game you've been playing with her, the stupid voice didn't shut up.

I was in the middle of an argument with myself when I noticed that someone was watching me. I turned my head to find that, effectively, the door of my room was open and one of my housemates was behind it.

I got out of bed being careful to don't wake Lizbeth up, she moved a little when I stopped holding her in my arms and I made sure the sheets covered her. I was wearing my boxers but Lizbeth was just wearing those sheets. I walked towards the door of the room without stopping glaring at Leoni that glared me back. I closed the door behind me and I indicated Leoni with the head to go downstairs for talking. It better be good.

"What the hell were you doing Sebastian?!" Leoni screamed in low voice respecting the fact that Lizbeth was sleeping upstairs.

I crossed my arms and let out a sarcastic smile. She hasn't seriously got me out of bed to reproach me having brought a girl home.

"I don't see how's that of your business." I answered with a sarcastic tone and smile. "I think you can deduce it by yourself if you pay attention to my outfit." I highlighted the fact that I was just wearing some boxers. Leoni was lucky I was on a good mood, I was being too kind.

"It's everybody's business!" She screamed again in low voice. It seemed hilarious to me to see her so mad without being able to scream as she wanted. "That sick game of yours is going to ruin everything!"

My stomach clenched when I heard that. The game... I gulped before answering.

"That game is over." I assured being aware that it had ended long time ago or worst, thinking that maybe I never plan to do any of those things...