Eunomia

Chapter 67 "Tick tock"

~Bryony~

Not going to lie, I was afraid to open the door in case Sebastian was there. I had put much effort in showing fake fear in my look whenever my eyes met his for him to be in my room now and ruin it. I was in need, I didn't know exactly of what, of making the pain stop probably. I didn't want Sebastian to be there because I was afraid of what could happen, I wasn't myself. Maybe if I see him I would jump to him and kiss him, forgetting all the reasons that made me took the decision to stay away from him and discovering myself throwing to the bin my role in this town. That couldn't happen.

I opened the door with fear, ready to leave the suitcase in the floor and start running out of there if there was a vampire waiting for me there. But it wasn't.

The room was empty, it was perfectly clean and empty like any other hotel room. I left my suitcase in the floor, near the closet, I wouldn't worry in putting my stuffs out when I wouldn't even spend three days there. I threw myself to the bed and stared at the ceiling, my hands were on top of my chest and while looking at that white and empty ceiling and I could only think of all the stars that decorated Sebastian's and how much I would love to watch them again.

I decided to stand up and take a shower, they say it helps to clear your mind and thoughts but I doubt some water would be the solution to my problem, either way I came out of the bathroom half and hour later after have tried to let my mind go blank without much success.

A piece of paper on the small table at the entrance of the room caught my attention, I'm sure I was so busy fearing finding vampires in my room that I didn't noticed.

'I promised you to take you to that stupid match so the less I can do is give you your ticket and a room for yourself. I know is a hard time of the year for you and I want you to know that I would love to be there, Black Sheep.'

I had forgotten about the ticket to that stupid match, I had assured that I wouldn't go, I had clear heads were going to roll if someone tried to force me to talk about the accident. I looked around suddenly nervous, what time was it?

Right now Sebastian seemed super cute to me for having the detail to let me know he remembered I wasn't going through the best time and he wished to be there but I couldn't focus on something I had lost. I didn't have Sebastian by my side anymore but I had future problems... What was the fucking time?

I ran to my nightstand for taking my phone, it was charging and when it turned on and I saw the hour I panicked.

Tick tock, some more minutes until midnight and my own nightmare.

December 11th, 2:54 a.m.

Jason and I were laid on the small sofa, it wasn't big enough for two but I was with half of my body over him so we managed. Jason was reading aloud for me to hear it, I was so focused on his voice and on staring at him that my heart of teenager in love spoke for me.

"I love you." I didn't got tired of said it, I almost wanted to scream it.

"You know me too." Jason caressed my nose with his and I giggled because it was too cheesy.

I took advantage of our proximity to kiss him in the lips, at first I kissed him as a game, an innocent kiss, but then I couldn't stop to the point Jason had to close the book and leave it in the floor for caress me while we make out.

I kissed him with desire because it was one of the many things I felt towards him. I don't even know how we ended naked doing it in there but obviously I didn't complain.