I've been at her door for over ten minutes. I avoided Mei but it just reminded me of her more and I decided to admit my feelings to her today. If she doesn't agree, I'm always with her as a friend.
So, I took my guitar and here I am outside her door in a dilemma whether to go or not.
When I was on the verge of ringing the bell, the door suddenly opened and I saw the most beautiful woman in the galaxy. It knocks my breath out.
"Mei," I tried to talk, but I didn't.
"I saw you out the window, but you were just standing there." How long are you going to stay here and clear your head?" she asks and enters. I should go with her, but my legs are frozen and I couldn't go any further.
"Are you going to stay there again?" Her voice got me out of trance and I followed behind her like a lost puppy at her door.
"Spill it," she says without even seeing me. She took a seat in her desk and started working on her homework. After a few minutes, as I was not responding to her, she turned to me.
"Speak Yuzu," she said again.
“What?”, does she know that I came here to confess to her or does she read my mind.
“Don’t overthink Yuzu. I have no idea what you're here to say. But I know from the way you're acting, you got something to tell me. So, just spit it out," came a monotonous voice and she is again focused on her homework now. Creep... in all seriousness... can she read my mind?
"I have no time Yuzu... just say or go out," she looked at me.
“Hmm.. I wrote a song… I came to sing…sing for you…”, I sluttered. Crap.
She chuckled. “You came to sing for me? Am I your girlfriend?" she laughed. I blush hearing it.
I began to tune my guitar and sing... she looked into my eyes and I looked into her eyes the whole song and I finished it.
…..The earth will spin on and on
But my love for you will never go down…..
She said nothing to me. Her face as usual had no expression. After a few seconds, she just said, "It's all right, Yuzu, now let me do my homework".
What's wrong with her heart? Can't she see my feelings? Or does she just ignore me? Why don’t she say it straightforward.
I can see myself getting mad. I was feeling awful. She went back to doing her homework...
I stood up and went to my house slamming her door. She tried to call me but I can't see her any more...
I called the one person who knows my feelings.
"Harumin, can I see you?" I cried.
“Yuzu chi… I will be there in 10 minutes”, she said from the other side. I wanted to die... Mei doesn't love me the way I do.
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FanfictionMei and Yuzu were friends growing up. They have known each other since they were 2 years old and they are inseparable and they eventually fell in love with each other during their high school years. But it all came crashing down when the Aihara fami...
