Only you

Hospital

Narrator POV

„Miss Johansson? You are allowed to see miss Lewis now." a nurse walked up to the both and she nod getting up to follow.

„Is she allowed with me?" Scarlett asked pointing behind her where Lizzie was sitting.

„Only limited numbers of visitors. She can go in after you but only shortly." she replied and and Scarlett nod.

„I'll be back in a moment stay here alright." Lizzie nod and scar walked off following the nurse into the intensive care unit.

„Before you go in miss." the nurse held her back for a moment.

„I just wanted to give you a heads up because seeing people wired up to machines is... scary sometimes."

„I can handle it. But thank you." she replied and walked in hearing the sounds of the machines immediately. The quiet sound of the beeping goes on and on.

Scar had her head so lowered that she first just saw Nora's legs under the blanket. Somehow she doesn't want to see her like this but she needs to.

„Fuck." she breathed out as she held her head up high now looking right at Nora out of conscious.

„I'm so sorry. This is all my fault. I shouldn't have let you play. This is all on me." she spoke up knowing that Nora might not hear this apology.

„I will let hell fire rain down on who planned this on you because my gut tells me that there is something behind this. Something I wasn't able to know and something I wasn't able to stop."
She spoke further with tears beaming in her eyes.

She doesn't know how to feel and that since she interacted with Nora. Should she stay away from her and try to become an authority figure? Or should she go further and let things happen how they are supposed to happen?

She never did it with a student and especially not with the daughters boss. If someone finds that out she is done. Her career would be gone and jail would probably be ahead for her.

„I don't know what to say Nora. I honestly don't know how to feel about anything. About us? Is there even an us? Or are we just fuck buddys?
Or is this just the sadness and anger speaking out of me? Am I being to un-rational? I have no fucking clue that for sure. I don't even know if you can hear me. If you do I hope we both find an answer to all those open questions. Please don't take to long or I'll drag you out of that state whatever that might be." she wiggled with her hand around Nora and let out a big sigh.

„Miss it's been a couple minutes. If your friend wants to see her as well you should go now."
The nurse announced while peaking her head through the open door.

„Yeah.." she coughed slightly.

„I'll let her know that she can go next. Thank you."
Scar replied and stroked Nora's hand as a goodbye.

Lizzie POV

„Hey liz.. you can go now but only for some minutes." scar pulled me out of my thoughts and I hummed while getting up.

„Finally. Let's go Elizabeth." Robbie added as he was trying to go in as well.

„There Are only limited people allowed in.
This is still the intensive care unit."
Scar tried to hold him back but he didn't stop.

„It won't take long. Elizabeth. Come on."
He dragged me by the wrist and walked off with me.

„I hate hospitals and I hate waiting."
Well guess what I hate you at the moment but I don't tell you that or else I'd be in trouble.