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Nora POV

„Y'know I found a Job in Texas. I might accept the offer after I graduate." I heard Victor pick up a conversation with me from across the living room.

„Good for you. You should definitely except that offer." I replied trying to get him to leave without me.

„We can find you a job in Texas as well."
He said and I chuckled drily.

„I'm not moving with you to Taxes. This isn't what I wanted after graduation. This isn't what I studied my ass off. You can move I guess things will just have to end between us at some point."

„Oh it won't end. I guess we will have a distance relationship then." he said and I feel like he is a blood sucking leech that won't leave me alone.

„Victor when will this have an end? I can't do this with you any longer."

„Oh you can. I know you do. Or do I need to remind you of your precious Professor who will lose her whole life Hmm? She would hate you if you'd let her lose it all. It would be your fault because you are so selfish that you need to ruin someone else's life." he reminded me and my stomach twisted once again. For the love of god I need him out of my life.

„You're a bastard you know that right?"

„Wow someone's being bold. Would you look at that." he got up and moved towards me grabbing my face harsh.

„Take That back." he inquired and I spat at him.

„You Make me feel sick." I added before he I felt his flat hand collide with my face. I stroked my hurt cheek as he started to climb on top of me.

„You know I haven't had you in hours. How about we change that baby."

„Please. Stop it." I begged.

„I won't stop until I have what I want!" he replied harshly.

...

Time skip two days

„You look hot. Babe." I felt Victors hand touch my bare back and goosebumps formed on my skin.

„Thanks you." I replied lowly as I was finishing off my make up. Since I dress just for him I started to feel more and more uncomfortable. It's been always showing my body off in some way.
But today was a „special day"

It's Lizzie's wedding day and we both are about to head out to the location. Obviously he was wearing his beige suit with a blue shirt underneath.
Me on the other hand. I was wearing a black silk dress with thin straps and it was pretty daring since my entire back was exposed.

„Lets go we don't Wanna be the last ones right?"
We moved to my car and drove off to the wedding I don't want to attend.

I just hope that it won't be as hard as I expect but my expectations usually never lay wrong.
The place was packed and there are a lot of people I don't know. The only ones I know are my family and the bride with the groom.

„Your dress Choice wasn't the best for this event Nora." my father spoke up as he greeted me.

„Well. I haven't found anything else. You gotta deal with it." I replied while stroking my dress.
I honestly wouldn't wear anything else except for Bock to this wedding. It's a day of mourning for me I guess.

„Alright. Let's enter the church. People are already entering." Jessica informed and we all walked in sitting down in one line and I set right where I had the optimal view. Great.

I wasn't really in a chatty mood so I staid silent for the whole time. The music started to play which signed us to stand up for the bride. Robbie was already standing there waiting for her.
I saw Scarlett as one of the maid of honers.

She had a beautiful dress on that made her eyes stand out more. The short hair was slicked back and I feel how she kept an eye on me from time to time.

Everyone got up and my heart started to pound stronger. How I wish I would be anywhere else except for here. I can't stand this and I shouldn't be here at all. This is fucked up.

We all turned around and I feel like time froze for a split moment. My eyes landed on Lizzie immediately as she was walking the aisle with her dad right next to her. Her arm tugged in and a smile crossed through her face.

Her hair was halfway tugged in and resting in waves behind her back. She was breathtakingly beautiful and for a moment I forgot that she was marrying a prick. I thought just for a second how it would feel if she would be walking towards me instead of Him. But that's not what I should think about. Especially not in this moment. I'm her moment.

Her make up was delicate and it wasn't to much.
She won't even need any of you'd ask me.
She's a natural beauty.
Her eyes landed right on my side and her smile slightly faded as she noticed that I was really there.
She looked kinda shocked as well but I don't get why. Did she even want me here? Why wouldn't she? I mean they obviously invited us all but to me it seems like she didn't want to see me.

As she walked past me I had to get myself together before I would start crying. I'm not here to cry.
But this is really turning me into an emotional wrack. The music died down and we all sat down.
Her father gave her a kiss on the cheek and he sat down in the front giving her into someone's hands who doesn't deserve her.

„We have gathered her together on this beautiful day to celebrate two people who found each other." My body was really on fire in a bad way and I just want this Moment to pass so quickly.

„Robbie Arnett. Do you take Elizabeth Chase Olsen as your wife? Love her through sickness and health as well as through happiness and sadness?" the priest asked him.

„Yes I do." he answered fast.

„And do you Elizabeth Chase Olsen take Robbie Arnett As Your husband. Love him through sickness and health as well as through happiness and sadness?" he asked her and she waited before she answered.

The lump in my throat was making it hard for me to breath and I was waiting for her to say no.
Or i can't. Yet there was still silence.

„Elizabeth?" i We heard Robbie whisper and she got herself together again as if she was elsewhere with her mind.

„I-i do." she answered and my heart feels like it has been ripped out of my chest.

„If anyone present has any objection to this union, may he speak now or be silent forever."
The church was quiet but I feel like I had to do something. Anything but yet There didn't came a word out of my mouth not a single sound.
I wanted to get up but Victor grabbed my hand so tight that my skin turned white.

„A single word or action And I will make your life and her life a living hell." he whispered as he stroked my hair behind my ear.
I stopped what I wanted to do and swallowed the lump in my throat.

Guess I'll be silent forever..

She deserves a simple life with a good job and husband beside her. Someone who will guarantee her stability and not someone like me who has nothing except for trauma. Trauma that I can't even comprehend myself. Who would want someone like me?

„Perfect." he whispered with a smirk on his face.

„I hereby appoint you as husband and wife.
You may kiss the bride." the priest spoke up and Robbie went for the kiss immediately.

Everyone applauded except for me. I simply wasn't able to.

A/n: giving you pain but that pain ain't over yet.
Hehe sorry not sorry <3

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~S