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~thoughts and so much more~

Nora POV

„Your on Time. That's good." I heard Lizzie speak as I walked through the door to enter her office.

„I'm trying my best."

„Your best to impress me?" she asked while chewing on the pen in her hand while leaning against the chair she was sitting in.

„I don't think I need to impress you do I? Besides if being on time impresses you than it's easy to impress you." I mocked her and she rolled her eyes at me.

„Your being cocky."

„Good. I like to get on your nerves some times.
It's fun."

„I am still your professor. So watch your mouth. We ain't here for fun." she tapped her pen onto the table signing me that we are here to study. I almost forgot about that.

„Yeah. Well I kinda don't know where to start.
Is it okay if you just watch over my notes and see where we need to add and change things?"
I asked as I pulled my laptop out letting my bag fall down after.

„Of course. Let me see and I'll be able to tell you where the gaps are." I handed her my laptop over and opened it giving her the access she needs.

„It's that file on the bottom. I'll read through my books in the meantime if that is okay with you?"

„Yeah sure go ahead. This might take a while. Can I get you anything to drink?" she asked and I shook my head.

„No I got my water I am good so far but thanks."
I replied while walking to my bag grabbing a marker with my books and my bottle.

Lizzie POV

She left me with her laptop giving me full access which is odd. I watched her as she sat down on my couch with crossed legs surrounded by her heavy books.

Her hair was laying lose in a halfway up bun and another part just laying over her shoulders.
Her glasses where sliding down from time to time and I found it adorable how she always corrected them.

Her denim jeans was baggy and there used to be a hole in it on her left knee. I bet she tried to sew it together but it didn't quite work cause there is still that tiny hole on the corner. Her brown converse looked dirty and I think these might be her favorite pair cause I've seen them on her more often.

The tang top she wore showed her upper body and I somehow couldn't stop looking at her.
My body froze as I was analyzing her.
The piercings that where spread across her ears matched her perfectly.

As she moved to drink I got out of the gazing and I was finally able to start working.

I know I shouldn't snoop around in her laptop.
I know it's wrong. But something caught my eye and my curiosity grew.

As my curiosity got the upper hand on me I opened the file that was named

~thoughts, and so much more~

When will i ever have the opportunity to know what she thinks? She's a really closed up person and this makes me even wonder more what might be going on in her head.

„Hey stranger. You probably feel relieved that you have your diary back. But you probably feel invaded since someone places a letter in it. ~~ today I was late to college again. But I got so distracted when I sat in that cafe writing that total stranger a motivating letter. This isn't something I usually do. It's disrespectful because I don't want anybody read what's going in my mind. Not that anybody would relate ever.

Turns out that I got a new professor that day.
She's a bitch.

My face frowns as I read this line.
I glanced at Nora who looked at me briefly giving me a smile.

She was the one who wrote me that letter the day I got my diary back. She was the one I was looking for. How did I not notice this?

„I don't know what got into her mind that day but she definitely needs to get a hold of that anger. She needs to fuck that anger away. Like she was actually really mean and I get that people carry around a whole ass package but that doesn't mean that we get a green card to let it out on others.

I hate to admit it but she is god damn beautiful.
I've never seen someone so beautiful and I don't think anybody could compare to her. She looked elegant in that suit. So flawless that I couldn't concentrate that day when I had her in my first lecture."

My eyes darted back and forth to Nora seeing how she just sits there having no clue about me reading her diary entry. She wrote about me. I am that person.

Holy crap.

What do I do? Should I confront her?
But if I do she will know that I snooped around in her diary. She will hate me for this. I know she will.
But I wanna know so desperately why she wrote this letter.

„Hey Are you okay?" I looked at Nora who stopped reading.

„Hmm yeah I'm fine. Why wouldn't I be?"
I chucked and she frowns her face slightly.

„Well. I noticed that you blushed. I was just wondering if you are feeling fine." she asked and I nod.

„Yeah. It's just really warm in here don't you think?" I wagged my hand towards my face to get some better air.

„Take the jacket off. It might help. I can go and get you something cold to drink from the vending machine. I wanted to get some snacks anyway."
She pointed at the door and I nod while taking my jacket off. I carded the arms of my white button up shirt up and she grabbed her bag to go get something to eat and drink.

„You want anything specific?" she asked while leaning against the doorway.

„No you decide." I answered and she nod walking off after she closed the door.

Nora POV

I don't know if it is just me but I feel like she is acting kinda off...

The hallway was empty and the vending machines where right around the corner. I always tend to binge eat whenever I need to study or when my exams are close and I hate it.

I got the candy bars I wanted but the water bottle Stucks and I feel like this is always happening to me.

„Come one you shit!" I kicked the machine and
Nothing happened.

I was so fixated on getting it out that I didn't notice how someone walked up on me from behind. Their hand slammed against the machine and I shrugged together turning around instantly.

„You? What do you want?" I asked not caring to say halo.

„What can't I help out a good friend?"

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A/n: hm who will that be ??
Hehe

Stay tuned until
next time
Peace and love ✌🏽❤️
~S