Love Me, Engineer ✅

Kabaliwan Ng Author

It's okay to be kind, but not to the point you drained yourself. In this world full of cruelty, we need kindness but not to the point that you sacrifice your happiness just for other people's sake. Ayos lang maging mabait pero h'wag sosobra. Alamin mo kung kailan ka dapat tumigil. Know how to say "NO."  Kapag pagod ka na, h'wag mo na sagarin pa ang sarili mo. You did your best and know one could say you're not worthy.

Don't settle for less. Know your worth. Alam kong marami nang nagsasabi niyan pero sasabihin ko ulit. Hindi dahil sa gusto mo ang isang tao, ibibigay mo na lahat-lahat. You don't need to sacrifice your heart just to be love by them. Kung hindi ka nila gusto, h'wag mo na ipilit ang sarili mo dahil mauubos ka lang. Ayos lang umasa pero huwag sa point na sa kaniya na iikot ang buong mundo mo. You are worth it. You deserve better. You deserve someone like Dae. You deserve to be love. You deserve everything.

Forgiveness is not for everyone. Sabi ng iba, patawarin mo sila at mabubuo ka. May point pero hindi lahat kailangan mo patawarin. May mga marka kasi na naiiwan sa puso natin na kahit ilang taon pa ang lumipas, hindi na maiaalis. Kung sa tingin mo hindi worth it na patawarin sila, ayos lang. Kung sa tingin mo mas makakabuti na patawarin sila, go.

Your feelings are valid. Remember that all of our feelings are valid. Walang sinoman ang makakapagsabi sa atin na bawal natin maramdaman ang nararamdaman natin ngayon. Ayos lang umiyak, babae ka man o lalaki. Ayos lang magalit. Lahat tayo ay tao lang, we are capable to feel emotions. Kapag malungkot ka, iiyak mo. Kapag galit ka, ilabas mo. Kapag masaya ka, itawa mo. Express how you feel dahil kapag nag-ipon ipon lahat ng iyan sa loob mo, mahihirapan kang ihandle ito.

[Daenrhu is mine. Walang pila pila dito oh.]

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CLARIFICATION:

i. Bakit walang bed scene?
         I decided against including a bed scene because it would appear too forced. I apologize if I have disappointed you.

ii. Second lead ba si Ziv?
          No. He's not a second lead. Open ending kaya nagmukha siyang mabilis.

iii. Makakaalala pa ba si Elle?
           Hindi na. This is just for clarification, hindi na niya maalala ang nakaraan niya. If you've experienced such trauma, pipiliin mo pa bang maalala ang lahat kung alam mong makakasama iyon sa'yo?    

iv. Bakit may special chapter sa LME?
               Sa point of view ni Dae, doon ipapakita lahat ng napagdaanan ng relasyon nilang dalawa ni Elle. How they met, how they got married etc. Sa chapter ni Kataleya, nandoon kung sino ba talaga ang gusto niya, paano nila hinanap si Elle etc.

v. Bakit hindi na lang nagmacho dancer si Ziv?
           👀👀👀 (eme ko lang, pero siguro in alter universe.)

vi. Bakit pinatay si Dae?
             Masyado siyang perfect. Play "Muli" by Ace Banzuelo.

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If this story doesn't suit your taste, don't read it. I'm trying to be better every story. I would still put matured content even it has no bed scene. Maraming languange and scene na matured content. If you have any question, drop it and I promise, I would answer it immediately.

Daenrhu's and Kataleya's P.O.V. would be next.

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PLAYLIST:

PROLOGUE - That's what I like

CHAPTER 9 - Better To Be You
CHAPTER 13 - Ain't Met us yet
CHAPTER 17 - Paraluman
CHAPTER 20 - I guess I'm In love again
CHAPTER 28 - Photograph
CHAPTER 36 - Next to you

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See you sa last installment ng Engineer Series! Wow, ano 'yan utang? Anyways, gracias, salamat, thank you!