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"Chanhee—" Mrs Choi called out just before her son could walk through the front door.

Chanhee turned back around, not in too much of a hurry to get to school as he still had quite a bit of time. "Yeah?" He asked.

"Younghoon's coming over tonight, right?"

"Yeah, I asked you about it last night."

"Well..." the woman started softly, "I'm going out with a couple of my friends so it's just going to be your dad here tonight...is that alright?"

The boy quickly nodded, not wanting anybody to have to cancel any plans. "We'll be fine—well as long as dad at least tries not to be a total creep and just sit in the living room with us."

"Well honey that's because one time your brother and his girlfriend wer—"

"I know the story—and I don't want to hear it again!" Chanhee responded frequently.

She nodded, letting out an awkward laugh, "I just want you to know why he's so protective of you Chanhee—you're his baby...he loves you."

"Mom if you think I'm going to have sex with my boyfriend with my parents home...you must also think I have absolutely no class."

Rolling her eyes at her son's words, Mrs Choi crossed her arms over her chest and muttered, "You're teenagers Chanhee I don't know how much class either of you have." There were a few moments of silence before her eyebrows knit together, "did you...did you just say your boyfriend? I thought you two weren't dating."

"As of two days ago we are officially dating..." Chanhee mumbled, a sly smile rising to his lips.

"Choi Chanhee—why wouldn't you tell me!? Oh my god I need to tell all of my friends you have a cute little boyfriend!"

"As long as you don't tell them who my boyfriend is...we aren't really in the position to tell everybody we're together," Chanhee added as a smile of his own formed on his lips at the thought of his boyfriend, "I should get to school...y'know so I'm not late."

The woman let out an excited string of noises and she hopped around in a little circle. "Can I tell your dad! Oh I'm so happy, Chanhee," the woman gushed before lunging forward and engulfing her son in a tight hug.

After returning the bone crushing hug, Chanhee pulled away from the woman and sent her one last smile. "You can tell dad—that'll be a lot easier for me...okay bye I love you!" The boy yelled before rushing past the front door before his mother could do anything else.

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"Y'know that Yeri tried to beat me up today? Right in front of everybody in biology," Younghoon ranted as him and Chanhee walked down the hall and into his room, leaving the door ajar.

"She tries to beat everybody up all the time...what did you do?" Chanhee asked, watching as Younghoon sat down in the chair at Chanhee's desk just as he did almost every time he was in the younger's room.

A sigh fell from the elder before he grumbled, "I didn't do anything she just started scolding me about spending too much time with my friends so she couldn't see Sangyeon as much—then she threatened to jump me."

"Younghoon, you're a lot taller than her...I think that you'd be able to take her in a fight if it came down to it."

"Yeah but I'm legally not allowed to—no matter how much I want to. She's always mad at me for something y'know—and I think it's just because she's jealous of me and you."

It amused Chanhee that after months and months of nonstop torture from Yeri, just now was Younghoon beginning to get the least bit annoyed by her. "Of course she's jealous, I don't tend to have a lot of boyfriends that she had to share my attention with," Chanhee explained, earning another sigh from the elder.

"I have to do the same thing—but I don't act like that..."

"Listen," Chanhee groaned, "I'll talk to her about it—but you two have to figure out how to coexist without trying to rip each other apart."

"Fine...thank you."

"Younghoon..." the younger started quietly. He scooted into the center of his bed, crossing his legs before patting the spot in front of him, "come sit by me—I want to talk to you."

The elder raised an eyebrow as he slowly got out of the chair, hesitantly walking over to sit on the bed. "Should I be nervous? We're able to talk from here and there..." he mumbled, gesturing between the bed and the chair.

"Can I talk to you about something...maybe a little uncomfortable..?" Chanhee asked hesitantly before reaching out to grab one of Younghoon's hands, holding it tightly in his.

Wiggling his fingers around in Chanhee's hands, Younghoon nodded, "Yeah—what about?" He watched as Chanhee took a deep breath, his cheeks turning a pretty shade of pink, seemingly already uncomfortable himself.

"About...sex," he spoke, the word hardly above a whisper.

A small smile formed on Younghoon's lips before he intertwined his fingers with Chanhee's. "We can talk about that," he reassured, "we don't have to make it uncomfortable."

Chanhee nodded, sending him a quick smile, "I just didn't want you to feel like I was trying to rush anything." The elder let out a quiet hum, urging him to keep going with whatever he wanted to say. "Do you think you're ready for...anything like that?"

"I have to be honest with you, Chanhee, I've obviously never been with another guy—but I've never had sex." There was a long pause before Younghoon cleared his throat and continued, "But I think so, yeah."

"I think...I am too," Chanhee answered carefully, "although I wouldn't know where."

Lifting his hand up to hold Chanhee's chin, Younghoon held the younger's face still as he leaned forward to place a soft kiss on his lips. "My parents are going to another conference in a couple weeks—don't feel like we have to do anything...but we would be alone."

"Okay," Chanhee whispered before connecting their lips a few more times. 

"Have you...had sex before? You looked a little surprised when I said I hadn't," Younghoon asked when they parted, letting his curiosity get the better of him.

Pressing his lips together, Chanhee let out a small sigh before nodding, "a couple times—a while ago. I think that if I could go back I wouldn't have done it. I didn't necessarily like myself and I thought the fact a guy even wanted to sleep with me good enough to let him."

A small frown formed on Younghoon's lips, not that that his boyfriend had slept with other people—but because he had thought so lowly of himself. "I don't make you feel like that, right? I care about you, Chanhee, not just about whether we're going to have sex or not."

Chanhee quickly shook his head and answered, "This is different—you're different. You make me feel safe enough to do something like that."

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I'm going to tell you a secret, I finished writing the last chapter for this book last night. It goes to 63 chapters which I don't like ending on odd numbers other than five, but I just couldn't add anything else...I am very content with the ending.

With that being said, I will probably start updating twice a week now, Sunday and Wednesday (if I can remember).

Anyway, thanks for reading <3