Save me - an Ashley Olsen story

Firsts & Halloween Parties

Hello guys!! Drama aside let's have some fun!! Thank you for everyone who helped me pick out a costume!!

I smile at her and hold my arms open. She rushes into them and snuggles into me. "You hungry?" I ask and she nods her head. I move to get up but she pushes me down. "stay...just a little longer" she sighs out and I nod and comb through her hair. It's not long before her breathing evens out. I've got a sleepy, cuddly girlfriend to deal with...guess I should get comfy in this very uncomfortable position. I think with a smile.

POV JJ

About 2 hours go by and Ashley is still asleep. My neck is killing me and I'm starting to get hungry to I gently slipped out from under her and then covered her with a blanket. I knew she had nothing in her pantry or fridge so I had gotten groceries online and had them delivered. They just arrived so I went to the front door and brought them in. I put everything away I wasn't going to be using and then started to make a late lunch since it was almost 2. I made some chicken wraps and put some fruit out. I made some ice tea and poured some into 2 glasses. Then I grabbed a serving tray and set everything on it and walked the the living room. Setting the tray down on the coffee table I crouched down so I was eye level with Ashley and stroked her face gently. "Ash? Love time to get up... Ash" I say gently, she doesn't stir so I start to place light kisses on her face. She squirms slightly and I feel her face brake into a grin. I start to kiss her faster and she lets out cute giggles. "Ok, ok I'm up" she laughs out and I pull back a little. "I made some lunch." I say and she smiles and sits up. "Oh thank you so much! I'm starving" she says while wiping the sleep from her eyes. I smile and stand up then grab the tray and take a seat next to her. She smiles at me and leans in to kiss me. I meet her half way and give her a sweet kiss. We pull back smiling and she scoots a little closer and leans her head on my shoulder. "I really missed you" she says softly. I kiss her head, "I really missed you too" I say "come on let's eat" I say and she nods and lifts her head.

We finished eating and just lounged on the couch for a bit snuggling and talking about everything and anything. My mind starts to wonder while she telling a story about her shopping trip, this is a perfect time JJ. I don't want to ruin the moment though...what if she doesn't feel the same? You won't know till you ask. But how do I ask? Like just straight up say "hey Ashley I love you" then what? Walk away? Sit in silence? What if she tells me to leave? Why am I so worried? I think I prefer getting shot at. I conclude in my head but didn't realize Ashley trying to get my attention. "... Jennifer!" I snap out of my thoughts and look at her. "What?" I say looking around for any threat. She grabs my arms gently, "hey, it's ok. Look at me." She says softly but worry evident in her voice. I look at her, "I've called your name like 5 times. You seemed lost in that beautiful head of yours" she says and taps my forehead. I sigh and look down, "sorry...nothing important what were you saying?" I ask and look back up at her. She gives me a scolding look and shakes her head, "it important if it has you getting lost in there. What's up? You can tell me anything, I hope you know that...of course you don't have to I'm not going to push you into saying anything.." "babe, breath" I cut her off and grab her hand. She chuckles nervously and nods. "Sorry.." she mumbles and I cup her cheek so she's looking at me. "Don't be sorry love. It's cute, but you don't need to worry ok?" I say and she nods slightly still unsure. I sigh these Olsen siblings with their over thinking and worry...guess I can't really talk about overthinking.. I take in her features and know right away she's going to continue to worry about this and overthink no matter what she says. I take a breath and face her more. "Ok, I have something I've been wanting to tell you..." I trail off and she straightens and turns to me more. "Your not leaving again are you?" She asks quickly. I shake you head and scoot a little closer. "no, no at least not yet." I say and she nods sighing in relief, but then her face turns into confusion. "What is it then?" She asks, I start to fiddle slightly with the blanket that is still covering Ashley. I can face bullets and killers but not this!? Come on... I regain my composer and hone in on all my training to stay calm and collected. I look up at Ashley and she has a soft face and a small confused smile on her face I just want to kiss. "You know... I can deal with bullets getting shot at me and getting kidnapped my killers but this is somehow what's making me crack." I laugh out nervously. Ashley had a displeased look on her face. "No, I don't like that. That shouldn't be normal, I want you here, safe with me at all times" she says and I smile at her. "My savior" I dramatic gush and she laughs and shoves me a little. "Oh you wound me!" I gasp dramatically and she giggles. I watch her, her face in such a happy state. Her eyes sparkling, her laugh...so beautiful. A calm washes over me. "I love you" I say and she freezes, like face frozen, body frozen. Like someone hit pause. Anxiety starts to creep back in, oh God...oh God! What the fuck did I just do!? I start to internally freak out. "um..it's ok, you know what forget it...I'm just um...I'm going to go, ya. Uh.." I stutter out and get up quickly. She still hasn't moved, I fight the tears and head to the door. "Shit" I curse quietly and bend to grab my bag my the front hall.