Dasey (Derek and Casey) Life With Derek

Closure.

The first year as new parents was a disaster. I and Derek fought over the tiniest things from the proper way to change a diaper to if George was hungry or not. Course my mom had taken to being a grandma and I'm all the more glad because I needed her help.

"Derek did you install the new car seat?."

"I don't see why we needed this model."

"Because this one's the latest and more safety tested according to reviews."

"It's ready for our little guy."

We put Georgie in the car seat and drove down to see everyone since they wanted to be around the baby as much as possible. I and my mom made peace because she became a helicopter grandma and we fought but Derek stood up for my parenting style. We've found this groove and amazingly enough he loves my post baby body.

"You look sexy in that dress babe."

"Derek...I love you."

"I love you more Casey."

As we pulled up to the house I saw that everyone was waiting and smiling. Baby Blake and Georgie became fast friends and got up to all kinds of horrible pranks together. I swear they communicate telepathically. Because both get out of their respective cribs and we have to hunt them down and try not to have a heart attack.

"There's my grand baby!."

"And me and Casey."

"Of course and come on in I've made dinner."

"Hey son."

"Hey dad!."

As I saw everyone hug I started to get teary eyed. Everyone turned to hug me and it was a family hug with Marti,Ed,Lizzy and my mom and George and Derek. We are in this beautiful place where our love is accepted by our family. Even though that shouldn't matter it does to me and the fact they approve means a lot. I haven't been able to reconcile with my grandma and she still refers to me and Derek as incestuous and grotesque. That my mom made a mistake accepting this.

I still feel the pain of losing her and everyone chose us and so no one has spoken to her. She pretends we don't exist and stays up at her hotel and that we are just to busy when people ask why we haven't been to visit.

I look at Georgie and Derek and realize we've fought so damn hard for this. We nearly lost one another. I remember what I think was heaven and Derek was there so in my soul I know this love isn't wrong. It's the people who hate us that are wrong. We are not hurting anyone. We hurt ourselves more then anything. At work everyone's been happy for both I and Derek not that they've learned the truth. I think my grandma is to ashamed to expose anything. But that lurks in the recesses of my mind. That she'll one day tell the world and we will be ostracized but I cannot live there anymore.

I finally have it. My happy ending and dear god was it traumatic to achieve but I am counting the love from the people who love us and tuning out everyone else who doesn't.

"Are you planning on anymore kids smerick!?."

"Um...we haven't spoken about it Smarti."

Later that night since grandma and grandpa took Georgie so we could go out. I looked over at Derek and I know he's been treating me like glass so gentle that I feel like porcelain.

"It's been been a year since we've made love."

"I...Casey...we've fooled around."

"Yes but you haven't...made love to me."

"I've touched you...you know you're beautiful."

"Derek I'm not made of glass...I won't break."

"The doctor said we should wait six months to be safe."

"It's been a year and SIX MONTHS...I miss you..."

"I just don't want a stitch to break..."

"The doctor said I'm FULLY HEALED..."

"Casey..."

"You say you think I'm beautiful but you won't actually sleep with me..."

"C-Case...."

I started to get teary eyed. I know Derek's being considerate and worried and I'm being so incredibly immature and selfish. But I want him to want me. I want to feel him again. To be connected physically.

"Im sorry I'm being a child. Let's just go to dinner."

I closed the hotel door and went to the elevator. George and my mom did all this for us and we were just having dinner. I spent all this time complaining. What kind of wife am I.

I heard the ding of the elevator and got in. Suddenly as the doors closed and Derek bursts in and he's panting and sweating. He looks at me differently and it's animalistic and primal.

"You don't think I haven't wanted to fuck you."

"Derek!."

"I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO CONTROL MYSELF. I WANT YOU RIGHT NOW BUT I NEARLY LOST YOU..I LOST YOU...I CANT LOSE YOU AGAIN..."

"I-I'm sorry you're right."

Derek presses the emergency button. He comes up to me and I see the camera and know we could be arrested.

"Derek there are cameras."

"I'll cover you."

"The elevator...people are waiting to use it."

"Come here."

Derek kisses me and I feel the whole years worth of lust come out as he runs his hand down my slip dress and under my panties. A single tiny squeak escapes as his cold fingers slip inside me. As one finger plays with my clit I feel everything burning. I feel like I'll faint. My nipples are getting hard.

"I'm gonna turn this on and send us back to our room. Act natural if anyone gets on."

"Okay..."

As he takes his fingers out and sucks everything on them. Two people come inside the elevator. I check my make up and I look over to see a smirking Derek. Why does that work. Why does everything he does turn me on. It's unfair to be this in love that the other person simply smirks or smiles a certain way and your whole body and soul need them. They become water for you. They become nourishment.

The elderly couple clearly noticed and they ignored it and once we reach our floor we run out. Once our room door is closed.Derek takes off everything so slowly it's so sensual. Once my bra and panties are off I take off everything even slower. And Derek starts sliding his hands down to my legs. He kisses where my stitches healed and begins to suck right where I love it. I start to tremble. Once I cum I see Derek looking at me I lay down on the floor and look into his eyes.

"Don't hold back."

"Count on it."

As he puts it in I feel it reaching deep in me I feel all the fire. My hearts so warm. I'm burning up. Derek looks at me and doesn't stop. We got at it for hours. He holds me up while I'm straddling him as he carry's me to the bed. Flipping me around and pulling my legs around him leaving only my torso on the bed. Hot breaths leave both of us. All this tension is released. We both climax together multiple times.

Laying in bed I gaze at him and he puts his hand to my cheek. I know a second child is impossible and way to risky. We should've worn a condom but I'm so happy and light after those hours in bliss that it melts off.

"Derek."

"Yeah."

"I'm so happy."

"So am I."

Sometimes life is a mistake. A chance meeting in a bathroom. A reckless kiss at a party. Love is easy. Love is hard. But love is always worth the fight. This will always be worth it.

"You're it for me Case."

"Same Derek."