Dasey (Derek and Casey) Life With Derek

Wish

"DEREK! Where are we going" as I got in not knowing what was going on. "I want to express how I feel and if after this you still feel the way you do,I'll let go" this was going zero to sixty almost constantly.Since the frat party to coming home to baby Blake and now driving off.

We arrived in Toronto where not many knew us and we could be a couple. I hadn't seen Emily and I had plans to reconnect,everyone was in town because of reading week to see their family's. We got out and Derek asked me "wanna hold hands" I felt guilty and nervous,most of all scared. I gave in and we held hands.And it doesn't feel wrong as we walked side by side,in the middle of a busy side walk Derek surprised me and kissed me slowly and gently.

I felt the eyes on us and giggles from teenage girls.A few remarks "cute couple" and "get a room" so we pressed on but this felt like another dream.It was real and now it was in public, we went to the Eaton Center where Derek treated me to food and than we went to the Royal Ontario Museum which is a shock considering the only time he saw mummies was when the movie the mummy was playing on tv with all its historic inaccuracies.

I loved being in here and Derek took interest and gave me light kisses on the forehead.I forgot how late it had gotten when I heard Derek's cell go off. I heard him telling George we were fine and that we would check into a hotel for the night. George seemed fine with it and I heard my mom say she was glad we were getting along.The guilt bubbled and all my happiness from beforehand as Derek hung up the phone was gone, "we aren't doing anything wrong Case" I looked at him "Derek how aren't we,our parents think we are finally getting along and they have no idea we are sleeping together!" my statement came out a whisper.I didn't want to cause a scene here.

"I love you Casey,I have loved you since the prom,since Sally left,Casey I've loved you before I knew the meaning of the word" I lost my train of thought and with that Derek kissed me so passionately that I couldn't think and pulled me in. We heard another couple whisper "get a room" and chuckled so with a smile I told Derek "let's go get a room" and we exited the museum.

At the Sheraton hotel we got a nice one bedroom suite and the concierge said "anniversary?" With a smile and Derek said "our first one" and the concierge gave us a free bottle of champagne and said chocolate covered strawberries would be sent to the lovely couple in suite 306. I got rid of my doubts,our feelings are real and valid,no crime is being committed.

As we got into the room,I told Derek I'd wash up first and as I started the shower and cleaned myself I heard a knock at the door,our parents said they were fine and thought we were getting along,my over panicked brain reminded me about the free chocolate strawberries. I heard Derek open it and thank the server for bringing them up.

I got out and Derek came in and kissed me,then started undressing "your free to look" I can't believe he is already so bold.I rushed out and got to the bed in my towel,took some bites of a few chocolate strawberry's and went to open the champagne when I heard the tap and Derek stepping out,why was I nervous,was it because it was the daytime and last time it was dark.

I went to my phone to try to play some music but my fingers fumbled and I ended up playing "sexy back,didn't know you liked Justin Timberlake that much" I turned and Derek was only in his towel and right then mine dropped as my hands moved to his shoulders to keep an even space between us.

"Casey relax,let's start slow" Derek put his hand in mine and intertwined our fingers,this felt different from the rushed first night,sure we had fun but it wasn't intimate,not like this. "I was trying to set the mood but I couldn't open the champagne and then I wanted to play music but my fingers clicked shuffle" Derek just smiled at me.

He went and picked up my towel and gave it to me "I'll take care of the wine and I'll pick a song,have a strawberry" he was taking care of me and respecting my boundaries.I guess this was the side of him only lovers see. I went to the bed and Derek put his phone on and I heard a beautiful song come on,it was classical and romantic.I was surprised.

"I listened to this song every night and I thought it was for Sally or Emily,then I realized when you started dating that dancer guy from your grandmas cottage club,you should become a dancer Casey but he made me realize how much I love you" I heard so many instances where Derek had said he felt jealous and even of Sam.

"You've loved me for along time" I just blurted it out.Oh god way to go me I thought but Derek smiled "yes for a very long time" he came over and sat next to me and I could hear my heartbeat in my ears! "May I" he was teasing my towel slip and I nodded 'yes' I felt him look at my exposed body "Casey you are so beautiful" I was so happy to hear it. With that he lifted up the covers and let his towel fall.

This time we were slow,kissing each other and one another's bodies,holding hands which made everything so much more intimate that I wanted to cry as we both climaxed and collapsed next one another I asked Derek if we could document this moment,he agreed and we took a selfie with me just looking at him and realizing I'm home.