Dasey (Derek and Casey) Life With Derek

Library

I went after class to the library to study,final exams for this semester were coming up.Plus it took my mind off of the predicament Brad got me in.Do I tell Derek,I was assaulted but if he hurts Brad than we could be exposed or simply Derek ends up in prison.Everything was a lose lose situation.

I told Derek I needed the cram time so him and everyone left me,that's when I saw Brad approaching,he wasn't going to try anything in a crowded library,that I knew,so did he come here to taunt me. "So you didn't tell Derek about the kiss" I looked at him straight in the eyes wishing looks could kill.I whispered back "no because it's a lose lose,he hurts or kills you and he could go to prison and we get exposed anyway". He smirked at me "not he could he would go to prison but I see your point you know I have a permanent scar on my inner lip now".I cracked a smile "good then don't go around assaulting women you sick rapist".

I saw his arm go above his head to stretch and he seemed bored and I hoped the lull in conversation would make him leave. "Take a hint and leave I'm trying to study".To which he said "me to well I finished and saw you and figured it'd pop by unwanted". The absolute incredulous behaviour was something I couldn't believe. "Go away!" I tried my best to whisper I was afraid we were drawing attention to one another. "Can I just leave you with this?do you still feel the same for you know who as you do right now arguing with me?".

I honestly needed time to form a response to this. "I didn't hate him we argued but I loath you,I despise you". Brad smiled at me "you probably felt the same toward him,you feel something and that's a start,there's a fine line between love and hate". I was shaking and ready to cry,he is delusional to the point that he thinks there's something here when I am afraid of him. "You are a monster in my eyes" and then he leaned in so close that I could smell the mint toothpaste on his breath and I felt my heartbeat.I was nervous and scared and still frozen.Please someone help.

All of a sudden he got up and patted me on the shoulder "see you later".I let out a breath and didn't even realize I was holding it in.My heart was pounding to the point that I was concerned.I couldn't be unguarded around him.He seems to think we have something but what I felt for Derek was always different and more importantly Derek never hurt me and never forced me to kiss him. Brad was a different kind of animal who disregards everyone else's feelings.

I finished about an hour later almost all of my study guide.I decided to go get some coffee and stopped off at my closest Tim Hortons and ordered an iced coffee with an espresso shot to finish up the rest of my study guide later on.I turned and saw Brad typing away on his computer.He peeked up from the screen and smiled at me.It wasn't menacing or intimidating,it was just a simple smile.But I knew better so I walked out and avoided further eye contact.I made it to my dorm and locked myself away to finish up.