Dasey (Derek and Casey) Life With Derek

Secrets

After we both showered and put on freshly laundered clothing,thank god the frat has a laundry room.And we were alone.I knew we needed to continue the conversation about last night.So did Casey as we sat down to eat breakfast. We also cleaned up after the party and made sure to clean Brads sheets.

"You said you wanted it too Derek....how long have you been feeling this way" I thought about it and "since the night we met when you and I got locked in the bathroom from my party" Casey laughed remembering that crazy night. "How about you Case?" She looked at me and said "when you stood up for me when Truman cheated,I remember admitting you were a decent guy but looked at you like another boy and forgot for a moment that we were step siblings" I knew that night made us closer and I didn't think it was in the brotherly way we both thought it would.

But since it's reading week and we both promised our parents we'd go home for it.I got my stuff ready and packed and the brothers came back,I told them I was going to help Casey pack and we said 'bye' until reading week ended. We got Casey packed and began driving home,Casey went to touch the radio and I did as well and our hands touching the dial an all American rejects song came on,suddenly every touch felt different.Maybe because we couldn't pretend anymore about how we are feeling or replace it with the fake step sibling emotions,granted we cared and that love was there but now what we've been hiding has been forced to the forefront.

"Derek what do we do,our parents will never speak to us again!" I knew she was right my dad George and her mom Nora wouldn't be pleased.They would hate us or be confused.But why was this wrong,they forced the family onto us because they got married and fell in love. I and Casey basically had to carve a semblance of a relationship because we had to force one obvious thing clear,that we were attracted to one another,we challenge one another to be our best and are there for the other when we are at our worst.

"Derek I will always be here for you" I looked over at her and pulled to the side of the road. "One day we will be together,if you want,if you want to tell your mom and my dad,one day,we will" Casey just leaned over and kissed me sweetly. And agreed "one day Derek" and I got back to driving as we were making alright time coming home.I wondered what Edwin,Smarty and Lizzie looked like now with Ed and Lizzie being at our old high school and Marti getting ready to finish elementary school. I felt sick and nervous,hoping no one notices anything.

Casey's POV: I am happy and I feel that a weights been lifted off me.I know there is a love here,Derek albeit begrudgingly was always here for me.Saving me from that rapist frat brother is just one of many although it is a severe one.I don't know why I was even interested in Bradly,he seemed so nice but I did hear some rumours but because I don't take too much stock in them I was cautious,but not enough. I thought I was dreaming when I saw Derek next to me with his unkempt,shaggy hair and beautiful brown eyes. I'd had those dreams sometimes unconsciously and semiconscious at others.But when I felt the warmth of his lips and the hot and cold breaths coming between us I knew I was awake.I just wanted to see what It felt like and if these feelings had just been my own mind playing tricks on me.When he started to try to quote unquote wake me up,because I already was I just felt everything on vibrate and kept going.It wasn't wrong and it didn't feel that way,it felt like a release.I was surprised by how dedicated he was to making sure I was happy and satisfied.Which he achieved and I was but I worried how he felt and it seems like he is still processing flipping between happy and concerned.I can understand why what with our family and close friends reactions,I honestly didn't know if I was ready for that or my insecurity about staying an economy major or just following my dreams and going for a dance degree.

Which compared to THIS is ridiculous but it takes my mind off of everything.I am excited to see everyone but I hope no one picks up on anything,that we act natural and that this stays between us,for the time being at least.