Dasey (Derek and Casey) Life With Derek

Calm.

Dereks arms were around me and I will never admit that I am this creepy but I turned around and traced the lines of his cheekbones. To his soft lips and down his collarbone. It's moments like this that make the pain and heartache worth it all. I had never seen a man more beautiful up close,I pushed my luck when I ran my fingers through his hair and I saw his hazel eyes open up slowly at me.

"Do you do that a lot?".

"What?".

"Trace your fingers on my body?".

My cheeks flushed and he smirked at me knowing I didn't need to answer because my cheeks gave away the answer. So I tried to be less creepy and told Derek.

"This was a first time....doing all of that,I usually just trace your neckline....I-".

"Keep going".

"Really?".

"Yeah I like it....gives me a tingle".

"O-okay....Um close your eyes".

"Haha alright".

I began tracing down his neck and felt his Adam's apple. Then to his shirt buttons,we were so tired that last night we brushed our teeth and just fell asleep without our coats but still in our shirts,no pants though. I continued down his shirt and I moved my lips and as my breath tickled his lips he moved them to mine and kissed me.

I moved my fingers and pressed my palm to his chest. I took off each button slowly as Derek watched me do it,why did this feel so intense.Whats this crazy feeling? Once I got to his boxers he stopped my hand and started kissing my collarbone and as soon as he started moving down my chest and slowly taking off my buttons I felt so incredibly turned on and happy that I could cry.

My shirt was off and then came my bra,Derek was gentle and slow.Every touch had a meaning as he clasped his hand on my arm and rubbed it. He slid down and I took off my panties and I was so embarrassed that I'd already gotten wet.

"Ha....guess we're even".

I looked down and saw the bulge in Dereks boxers,neither of us needed fore play this time.I loved him being slow and teasing.Each time felt different and captured a different moment with Derek. I got underneath him and with a blanket covering us from the morning chill. I felt him inside me and it was soft kisses and our eyes locked, I saw him smile as I moved as he came inside me. He went slow in and out. With soft kisses each time as we smiled at one another. I felt a tear run down my face.

"You alright".

"I'm just so happy Derek".

"Oh and here I was hoping it was me".

"Just kiss me and keep going".

And with a long kiss and more thrusts I felt myself cum and I was comfortable here with Derek. I was unashamed of my body and as I felt the hot liquid from him inside me I realized that I didn't care about the world. As long as I had Derek here with me I will always be happy. Because with him I'm home and safe. Loved and at peace. For us I'll throw the world away.

"At this rate you'll get pregnant you know?".

"Would that be so bad?".

"It would make me so happy,but let's at least get our careers started and I wanna marry you".

"Well we are engaged,let's plan that out and we officially start at our jobs tomorrow".

"I'm ready,are you Casey?".

"Do you need to ask".

"Haha your right look at who I'm talking to".

"Let's go shower".

"Oh right away".

"I mean just shower Derek".

"Fine,we will just scrub one another down then".

"Haha okay".

After we cleaned and bathed ourselves and changed clothing we finished the last of the unpacking and the loft looked amazing. We printed one of the pictures Emily took of us as we were saying good bye.I loved how It looked in black and white and we put some photos on my dresser which is in front of the exposed brick wall. This place was modern and amazing,the tv and everything was set up to. It was our first place together.