What I think about life.

Cat stumbled through the dark kitchen and gingerly open the fridge. She grab her favorite chocolate bar and make herself a glass of warm milk. She is sitting in the dark kitchen and enjoy the quietness. She sips on her milk. She breath in the midnight air. She can't believe what just happened to her this evening.

She attended the office dinner party and suddenly she is told by her boss that she is getting a promotion. She didn't know what to say. She was flabbergasted and just froze in front of everyone. She was just about to tell her boss that she is going to quit her job because she can't handle the work pressure. How ironic!

She has not give any final decision yet. Part of her want to jump up in joy for the promotion and say yes. The prospect of having her own office and an assistant excites her. The other part of her want to just say no. She is not sure if she can handle it. Not after what had happened to her on her cousin's wedding day. She was late to her cousin's wedding because there is a lot on her plate at work, especially lately, and she has to juggle a million different things. The guest's comment on how lame the wedding is is the last straw.

She immediately go on stage and give a lecture to the whole wedding about... everything. Yes, she had a mental breakdown. She don't really remember any of the things that she has said but whenever she thought about it, she wants the floor to just swallow her whole. That's how embarrassing the whole thing is. Everyone on the wedding try to calm her down but to no avail. Her sister and her female cousins had to drag her down because obviously verbal solution is not helpful.

Cat munch on the last piece of her chocolate bar and stare at blank space. To quit or not to quit?