What I think about life.

Move

Holly couldn't believe her eyes. She just saw Laila with a man she knows to well. She discreetly look at them from behind a tree. Holly is not sure if she wants them to recognize her right then so she hide somewhere where they couldn't see her. She simply didn't want to interrupt what look like a casual date.

She decided to move in the opposite way and had her afternoon run on a completely different track from her usual route. It was a unfamiliar but a nice change. She realized there are more wildflowers and less people on this route. It's quiet but feels safe from the row of the occupied old houses. She never see the houses up close before but the houses look beautifully built with elaborate traditional architecture.

Once she arrived home, perspiring and flushing, she immediately grab a shower and order a meal of Korean chicken meal set from her favorite restaurant. She look at the screen of her pink laptop and scroll through it. Holly is contemplating again and again whether she wants to stay or leave her current job. Ever since her graduation, she has been rejected numerous time  from every job interviews that she has attended.

At some point, she just decided to stop searching and focus on her current job. It wasn't a definite decision, she just needed some time to just stay for a moment instead of moving restlessly in a complete lost.

Now, she is ready to move again.