AU#1 what happened Jinx/Powder x Reader

Chapter 37

^it's been a while since I've been here I was able to fill up another notebook with my writing talking about what has been going on about the fun I've been having here stuff I want to remember but also how I'm feeling I guess that's what these journals are for anyways talking about my feelings seeing if I'm 'ok' just checking in on myself

I'm reminded every day of my whole family of my wildflower my little engineer my brother Claggor and Vi not to mention our dad Vendor and Sevika who was like my mother basically our uncle Bezon it's difficult sure but I'm doing better I want to say

in other news though other than about my family I was able to write to Jayce Victor Caitlyn and the Council telling them how I was doing my letter to the council was basically I'm doing fine I'm behaving I'm doing the best I can here while my other letter the one to Jayce and Victor had a little bit more detail also telling them that I adopted a kid and that I've made some amazing friends here my letter to Caitlyn I told her about my son about my family here basically how I got more siblings now and telling her different shit that's been going on

I did get a letter back from them the council was happy that I was doing fine Jayce and Victor both freaked out asking when did I adopt a kid and how it happened but at the end they said that they will get a room ready for the little one once I get back because I said I'm bringing him with me so they're getting stuff ready for Zepher Caitlyn letter on the other hand basically just stated how did I get more youngest siblings and I'm an aunt of course she was telling me stuff about her life she is still in training to become an enforce but she will be come one shortly

In other news I have officially adopted my little moonshine it was just basically me signing some papers and making sure I was stable enough to take care of him so his name now is

Zepher Moon since Moon is my last name also his first name is Zepher he finally told us his name and we're very happy they also moved his room up in mine so I do have another bed in my room it's just so I can keep an eye on him^

I turned my head looking at the door to see my son peeking in "hey mom it's time for lunch" I got up from my seat and grab my jacket "all right let's get going that little one" I held out my hand letting my moonshine take it "it's getting pretty cold out" I looked down giving him a smile "it is isn't it" I picked up Zepher and continue the way to the lunch room

once we got to the cafeteria I put him down letting him run over to the table I shook my head as I put my hands in my pockets

"well look who decided to come out of their room for once" I only shook my head laughing "yeah I am not really a fan of this cold air plus it's a lot warmer in my room" I sat down next to Hugo as he wrapped an arm around me pulling me close "I understand that here" he started to use his fire power to heat up his body "thanks"

We started to talk about different stuff we can do this week we were interrupted by the man that leads this place "Miss Moon" I turned my head to look at him as he handed me an envelope "what's this I thought I got all my letters" he only smiled as I open the letter up

^hey there kiddo we all wanted to send you this sense you'll be turning 17 soon we just wanted to wish you a happy early birthday we know we should probably send this on your actual birthday but we don't know when you'll get it so if it is on your birthday happy birthday but it's not happy early birthday we're hoping it doesn't come after anyways we also send a bag in the bag is different clothing that you can wear since it is getting a lot colder we decide to send you a few things for you and the kid we hope you're doing good^

I smiled as I folded the paper putting it back in its envelope "thank you" he just smiled as he left "so 17 ha" I leaned my head back just looking up at the same "Yep 17" I wasn't really happy I guess sense I miss my family and I am not spending time with them I guess it's a reminder that I can't see them

"we should throw you a birthday party you know even though it's just might be us" everyone started to talk about different stuff that they could do I only shook my head as I stood up from the table "i'm gonna go change see what they sent me and Zepher" I put my hands back in my pockets as I left heading back to my room

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I shut the door taking off my jacket letting the heat hit me I close my eyes taking a deep breath "I miss you guys I hope you all are doing all right and I hope you are all still together" I wiped away the tears that decided to slip out I shook my head and found the bag on my bed I pulled out the clothes that were inside I just shrug my shoulders heading to the bathroom to change I put them on the counter looking myself in the mirror I only smiled there was also another note with the clothes I picked it up recognizing it to be Victor's handwriting

^Hey kid I hope these fit especially since you're 6'1 now we tried to make sure since you wouldn't fit in your old clothes we'll be sending more over when he gets warmer out but these are just until things warm up again I hope you like the clothes take good care of yourself^

I put the note on the counter as I put on the clothes they were actually pretty warm which will help a lot I looked in the mirror seeing the blue in my hair

"I miss you wildflower so much i'm sorry I couldn't keep my promise that day I said I would come back I'm sorry I haven't yet I'll find away though"

I open the bathroom door to see my son Zepher in his new clothes "mom look" I started to laugh as he came over to me spinning around so I could see "you look amazing in those" I got down on one of my knees and padded his head

I moved my hands to the back of my unclipping my necklace I looked at the necklace one last time until I put it around Zephers neck "this necklace means a lot to me like you do in the center where the black circle is it's 100 different ways to say I love you my best friend the one I loved the most wildflower has the other half but I want to give this one to you" he seemed happy as I also took off my bracelet "this one here it reminds me of another one of my friends I called him little engineer I kind of made this because of him these two things mean a lot to me but I think you should should wear them" I could tell that he was very happy with this he started to jump up and down wrapping his arms around my neck "thank you thank you" I smiled as I wrap my arms around him holding him close to me

"I love you my little one"

"I love you too mama"