oh, how i wish i was effortlessly perfect. there are people like my brother - he never studies, but why would he? he's just naturally smart and he's number one in his sport; on top of having a social life and making time for himself. he's someone who doesn't need to try - doesn't know how it feels to not be good enough because he's good at everything. and then there's me - a person who pours their entire being into school, only to make it out with lower grades. someone whose efforts go unnoticed, for the result doesn't reflect on how much i tried. something that i know is so clearly there, yet it's always failed to be seen. and then i'm the disappointment. god, how did i get so unlucky?
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dispositional tendencies
Poetrya collection of writing and poetry i wrote about things that i can't always say out loud. i hope you enjoy this and can find comfort in knowing others feel the same as you and that you are not alone :)
