i want to stay 16 for good.
it's now that i feel like an actual teenager.
and i no longer have to hear,
"you have to wait till you're 16" anymore.
and it feels really good,
and it also feels really depressing.
because why aren't i as smart and as pretty as 16-year-old rory gilmore yet?
and now that i'm 16,
i don't feel so guilty,
for wanting to be in a relationship,
because even though,
i'm still relatively young... i'm sixteen.
and i remember younger me so desperately wanted all of the boyfriends and girlfriends in the world for 16-year-old me.
i don't think i ever want to be 17.
i don't care to be the dancing queen.
because then i'd have to start thinking about 18.
and i don't really wanna think about the rest for now.
i just wanna be only this forever,
sixteen with no pressure.
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dispositional tendencies
Poesiaa collection of writing and poetry i wrote about things that i can't always say out loud. i hope you enjoy this and can find comfort in knowing others feel the same as you and that you are not alone :)
