i'm ripping my nails off
one by one
you disappoint me
nine
the last standings
of my happiness
stop playing the victim
eight
i can no longer
say i'm okay
do you think about hurting yourself?
seven
how do you want me to answer
why would you say such a thing?
six
i don't mean to upset you
why are you doing this to us?
five
i look down
at my bleeding fingers
you're letting us down
four
i can't hold myself
with bleeding fingers
are you trying to make us feel bad?
three
how can i hold myself
with bleeding fingers
you only think about yourself
two
if i let go of
these bleeding fingers
what happened to you?
one
and once i let go of
these bleeding fingers
she used to be such a sweet girl
zero.
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dispositional tendencies
Poetrya collection of writing and poetry i wrote about things that i can't always say out loud. i hope you enjoy this and can find comfort in knowing others feel the same as you and that you are not alone :)
