i love my insomnia.
i can work,
i can think,
i can listen to music,
i can recover from the day.
only,
it's not recovering.
it's resisting the next day
because i can't take another second of the same day repeating over and over again and again.
every day i do something different - my body is exhausted from completing a variety of activities daily,
but my mind repeats the same consistent cycle of 'mood swings'.
yeah,
it probably wouldn't go away if i had some sleep.
but man, i am so exhausted.
i want to sleep.
please let me sleep.
someone shut off my inner demons
please.
why does god keep testing me
i've had enough tests
please.
i hate my insomnia.
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dispositional tendencies
Poésiea collection of writing and poetry i wrote about things that i can't always say out loud. i hope you enjoy this and can find comfort in knowing others feel the same as you and that you are not alone :)
